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CHRISTABEL YAP
Nineteen. Currently residing in the Singapore. I enjoy jpop and anime. I'm not the nicest person on earth, but I'm a lot of fun.
@flavors.me
A little love I had for you remains. Whatever it meant to be disappeared,
should just go away. And now, all I wanted is actually his little attention to me.
Just a small little attention will do, show me that i am important to you.
just another day / too young to realise / belated birthday post + outing / happy birthday to the boy / outing with mum / outing / second last day / ..... / workkkk! / cny - day one /
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Happy birthday to CHINEN YURI! / Tuesday, November 30, 2010 @ 12:00 AM
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO CHINEN YURI, MY SECOND HAWT GUY XD
YOU'RE 17 YEARS OLD, and i hope you've grown up in your heart for ANOTHER ONE YEAR.
I have nothing to wish for you, and I JUST HOPE you won't change your hairstyle, and let it stay like it is from HEY HEY HEY performance, alright!?!??!!
And i love you just the way you are, I know you love me too, admit it XD
I don't think you'll reading my post, because I'm a English girl XD
I'll meet you in future, i'm definitely going to Tokyo, and meeting you! :D
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO CHINEN YURI, MY SECOND HAWT GUY XD
YOU'RE 17 YEARS OLD, and i hope you've grown up in your heart for ANOTHER ONE YEAR.
I have nothing to wish for you, and I JUST HOPE you won't change your hairstyle, and let it stay like it is from HEY HEY HEY performance, alright!?!??!!
And i love you just the way you are, I know you love me too, admit it XD
I don't think you'll reading my post, because I'm a English girl XD
I'll meet you in future, i'm definitely going to Tokyo, and meeting you! :D
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You're not worth the time / Monday, November 29, 2010 @ 10:52 PM
You're not worth the time.
I should have given up long ago, and I was just a fool to think that an 'us' have existed before. I'm sealing up the Christmas presents, and not giving you anymore. I was the only one holding onto 'us' when it doesn't even exist anymore. Or isit that, right from the start, it didn't even have a us?
Two times. She have made me lose two guys two times, and I thought that I was just the loser here. Wait, is there even a game in the beginning? I wish I could hate her, but I can't. Hating her is much more easier, then clinging onto you.
I guess she is the angel, and I am the devil. I guess right from the start, I shouldn't even have believe in the word 'love' because it doesn't exist at all, ne? I was a fool, and a big fool at it.
I shall no longer be that innocent girl, thinking that someday my white prince riding on a horse, coming by to save me. Because he doesn't exist all all in my life. I've lost the big war, and I have lost the rights.
No, I don't hate you. I can't bring myself to hate you. Stupid right? I wish I could hate it, i wish I could forget all the pain by hating it, but it's useless.
What was with the 'I'll prove to you by action since you don't believe my words'? I read your past blog posts, and I find it rather silly, to have put all my trust onto you, and crushing my own hope once again. No, I'm not comparing, I just find myself SILLY enough.
I thought that deep down in your heart, there's a ME. But I guess i was wrong, because ultimately, I will never exist in your heart anymore.
If it's like that, I'm fine with you.
Because, thanks to you, I'll never fall so hard in love again.
I'm not making you guilty, and, trust me.
It's hard to hate you, and her. It's even harder, for me.
You're not worth the time.
I should have given up long ago, and I was just a fool to think that an 'us' have existed before. I'm sealing up the Christmas presents, and not giving you anymore. I was the only one holding onto 'us' when it doesn't even exist anymore. Or isit that, right from the start, it didn't even have a us?
Two times. She have made me lose two guys two times, and I thought that I was just the loser here. Wait, is there even a game in the beginning? I wish I could hate her, but I can't. Hating her is much more easier, then clinging onto you.
I guess she is the angel, and I am the devil. I guess right from the start, I shouldn't even have believe in the word 'love' because it doesn't exist at all, ne? I was a fool, and a big fool at it.
I shall no longer be that innocent girl, thinking that someday my white prince riding on a horse, coming by to save me. Because he doesn't exist all all in my life. I've lost the big war, and I have lost the rights.
No, I don't hate you. I can't bring myself to hate you. Stupid right? I wish I could hate it, i wish I could forget all the pain by hating it, but it's useless.
What was with the 'I'll prove to you by action since you don't believe my words'? I read your past blog posts, and I find it rather silly, to have put all my trust onto you, and crushing my own hope once again. No, I'm not comparing, I just find myself SILLY enough.
I thought that deep down in your heart, there's a ME. But I guess i was wrong, because ultimately, I will never exist in your heart anymore.
If it's like that, I'm fine with you.
Because, thanks to you, I'll never fall so hard in love again.
I'm not making you guilty, and, trust me.
It's hard to hate you, and her. It's even harder, for me.
Heart wrecker / Friday, November 19, 2010 @ 11:26 PM
Title: Heart wrecker
Genre: Angst
Rating: Pg-16 *for angst scenes*
Disclaimer: I don't own anything, except for the storyline. It's fiction or non-fiction, you can decide that yourself (:
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Title: Heart wrecker
Genre: Angst
Rating: Pg-16 *for angst scenes*
Disclaimer: I don't own anything, except for the storyline. It's fiction or non-fiction, you can decide that yourself (:
Read more »
KBOX + GRADUATION NIGHT / @ 11:17 AM
AHHH! I'm back! I'm finally having the mood to type my blog! ROFL! XD , I don't really like to type now, because I'm seriously lazy (T---T)
It's graduation night today! LN;isdhfivjao!!!
OMG! AND I'm SERIOUSLY scared (.______.)
I'm ending here, because i'm out of brain cells, why? because i've typed so many fanfiction early IN THE MORNING!
TEGOSHI YUYA AND CHINEN YURI IS LOVED ;D
AHHH! I'm back! I'm finally having the mood to type my blog! ROFL! XD , I don't really like to type now, because I'm seriously lazy (T---T)
It's graduation night today! LN;isdhfivjao!!!
OMG! AND I'm SERIOUSLY scared (.______.)
I'm ending here, because i'm out of brain cells, why? because i've typed so many fanfiction early IN THE MORNING!
TEGOSHI YUYA AND CHINEN YURI IS LOVED ;D
Chinen Yuri& Tegoshi Yuya / Sunday, November 14, 2010 @ 1:26 PM
AH! I seriously think that Johnny should allow these two OH-SO-AWESOME guys to take a photo together, or collaborate bin a movie or drama, because both of them are so alike! My Chinen fall off during SUMMARY concert, and i was so sad when i heard it! (T------T) Tegoshi did fall off as well, and it's like the same situation! I told you they're alike! (.______.)
MY awesome first guy,23 years old TEGOSHI YUYA!
MY awesome second guy,17 years old CHINEN YURI
Hahaha! I'm sorry to my blog readers, and I'm spamming your brain with my awesome/handsome/talented guys! But i don't care!!! XD ,because they're making me fall for them over and over, more and more for them!
Oh gosh, I'm addicted to anime, which I must stop! I must get back to my fanfiction, and my on-going maple series on youtube! I'm going start my blogshop soon as well, and I'VE CHANGED MY EMAIL! I'M NOW USING MY NEW EMAIL!
For those who don't have my new email, and wants to add me, please sms me, or ask it from me okays~ :D
Gosh, and the weather now is so cold!! But it's awesome, *i realize i keep using awesome*
And I'm still waiting for Eugene's pictures from yesterday AFA X !
I'm going shopping tomorrow! For my graduation dress! It's so going to be a fun day tomorrow, although I've went out yesterday, but that's not counted! I'm troubling over what clothing I should wear tomorrow, because I realize I have limited clothing to wear (x___x) I want to wear my TEGOMASS CONCERT T-SHIRT, but I'll look so weird in it! Imagine me wearing that and going to... orchard? (T----T) I'll definitely look like an aunty. (._____.) *smacked*
I'm going to kbox on tuesday! With Jeslyn, Cheryl, Aloysius, Jiehao! :D So cool, and it's been long time since I went out! I'm so looking forward! And, i can't wait for friday! Although it's graduation night, I can't wait wait wait!
Looking forward to december, because I'm going overseas! And I can't wait for after the collection of my o level results, because! I'm so going to rebond, and highlight, and trim my hair! *looking forward to everything eventually*
I'm ending here with another awesome picture of my two AWESOME HAWT GUYS!
AH! I seriously think that Johnny should allow these two OH-SO-AWESOME guys to take a photo together, or collaborate bin a movie or drama, because both of them are so alike! My Chinen fall off during SUMMARY concert, and i was so sad when i heard it! (T------T) Tegoshi did fall off as well, and it's like the same situation! I told you they're alike! (.______.)
MY awesome first guy,23 years old TEGOSHI YUYA!
MY awesome second guy,17 years old CHINEN YURI
Hahaha! I'm sorry to my blog readers, and I'm spamming your brain with my awesome/handsome/talented guys! But i don't care!!! XD ,because they're making me fall for them over and over, more and more for them!
Oh gosh, I'm addicted to anime, which I must stop! I must get back to my fanfiction, and my on-going maple series on youtube! I'm going start my blogshop soon as well, and I'VE CHANGED MY EMAIL! I'M NOW USING MY NEW EMAIL!
For those who don't have my new email, and wants to add me, please sms me, or ask it from me okays~ :D
Gosh, and the weather now is so cold!! But it's awesome, *i realize i keep using awesome*
And I'm still waiting for Eugene's pictures from yesterday AFA X !
I'm going shopping tomorrow! For my graduation dress! It's so going to be a fun day tomorrow, although I've went out yesterday, but that's not counted! I'm troubling over what clothing I should wear tomorrow, because I realize I have limited clothing to wear (x___x) I want to wear my TEGOMASS CONCERT T-SHIRT, but I'll look so weird in it! Imagine me wearing that and going to... orchard? (T----T) I'll definitely look like an aunty. (._____.) *smacked*
I'm going to kbox on tuesday! With Jeslyn, Cheryl, Aloysius, Jiehao! :D So cool, and it's been long time since I went out! I'm so looking forward! And, i can't wait for friday! Although it's graduation night, I can't wait wait wait!
Looking forward to december, because I'm going overseas! And I can't wait for after the collection of my o level results, because! I'm so going to rebond, and highlight, and trim my hair! *looking forward to everything eventually*
I'm ending here with another awesome picture of my two AWESOME HAWT GUYS!
AFAX 2010! + Quizs / Saturday, November 13, 2010 @ 9:24 PM
Hello peeps! Being a long time since I've posted here! Like, no! I mean, yea. Anyway, I went to AFAX today with MingEn and Eugene! Awesome day out. Meet out at punggol station, and headed down to suntec city. Omg, i swear my hair was freaking BAD today. Seriously bad! And, we went there, many peoples! Spent fifteen dollars on the ticket just because of festival + stage access! But it's worth it alright! I saw Milky Holmes voice actresses, and on top of that, they perform the theme song of the anime + the theme song of the PSP game! Gosh, I'm so going to buy the game! Or download it somewhere (._____.)
I spot a LAVI at the food court! And I saw many vocaloids of Kagamine Len and Rin, Hatsune Miku, and Kaito! I spot Magical Lyrical Nanoha, Nanoha! *too bad there's no-one cosplaying Fate!* Alright, and somemore who? There's this guy who cosplay as some i don't know character, and it freaked me out (T---T) Oh! And there's Naruto! and Sakura, and I saw some Bleach characters! Like all the group leaders? I spotted Hitsugaya! And I also spotted Magical Rayearth the Master! Oh, it brought back memories! I spotted AMU DIA AND IKUTO! Damn, they're awesome, and DIA was cute! Took picture with her! TOO CUTE TO RESIST! I took picture with a pair of Kagamine Rin and Len too! Awesome! I also spotted Vampire Knight Night Class Rima and Day Class Yuuki Cross! OMGosh, the list is never ending! I'm so excited for the video and pictures coming!
I went to another of the event, Hanazawa Kana, who is the seiyu of 'Kobato' Kobato! And also *if I'm not wrong* Angel Beats! Tachibana Kanade, and 'Black Rock Shooter' the one of the main actress as well :x. I saw the LIVE DUB OF ANGEL BEATS LAST SCENE, and i swear I teared. (._____.) that scene is so freaking touching, and i can feel the sadness that the both characters felt.
Oh! I was searching randomly, and i saw this quiz, online. So i decided to do it, along with Jeslyn's. :D First four is mine, and last two is Jeslyn's ~
1st: OMG, I snatched Massu away from Tegoshi! *returns Massu to Tesshi* Gomenasai Tesshi! T___T
2nd: I would seriously preferred Ryo-chan though :x *pushes Yamapi to Ryo~*
3rd: I think Jeslyn is going to kill me for this! *she'll say Yuto belongs to Yama-chan!* Wait till you see her quiz, gosh :x But i don't mind Yuto being my boyfriend~ I would prefer Chinen though! *smacked*
4th: I use my english name :X , and I got ryutaro! OMG, he's younger than me(._____.)
5th: Jeslyn's english name. I wonder how she's reacting to this :x
6th: And Jeslyn's japanese name! ;x , wonder what she says again? *imagines*
Hello peeps! Being a long time since I've posted here! Like, no! I mean, yea. Anyway, I went to AFAX today with MingEn and Eugene! Awesome day out. Meet out at punggol station, and headed down to suntec city. Omg, i swear my hair was freaking BAD today. Seriously bad! And, we went there, many peoples! Spent fifteen dollars on the ticket just because of festival + stage access! But it's worth it alright! I saw Milky Holmes voice actresses, and on top of that, they perform the theme song of the anime + the theme song of the PSP game! Gosh, I'm so going to buy the game! Or download it somewhere (._____.)
I spot a LAVI at the food court! And I saw many vocaloids of Kagamine Len and Rin, Hatsune Miku, and Kaito! I spot Magical Lyrical Nanoha, Nanoha! *too bad there's no-one cosplaying Fate!* Alright, and somemore who? There's this guy who cosplay as some i don't know character, and it freaked me out (T---T) Oh! And there's Naruto! and Sakura, and I saw some Bleach characters! Like all the group leaders? I spotted Hitsugaya! And I also spotted Magical Rayearth the Master! Oh, it brought back memories! I spotted AMU DIA AND IKUTO! Damn, they're awesome, and DIA was cute! Took picture with her! TOO CUTE TO RESIST! I took picture with a pair of Kagamine Rin and Len too! Awesome! I also spotted Vampire Knight Night Class Rima and Day Class Yuuki Cross! OMGosh, the list is never ending! I'm so excited for the video and pictures coming!
I went to another of the event, Hanazawa Kana, who is the seiyu of 'Kobato' Kobato! And also *if I'm not wrong* Angel Beats! Tachibana Kanade, and 'Black Rock Shooter' the one of the main actress as well :x. I saw the LIVE DUB OF ANGEL BEATS LAST SCENE, and i swear I teared. (._____.) that scene is so freaking touching, and i can feel the sadness that the both characters felt.
Oh! I was searching randomly, and i saw this quiz, online. So i decided to do it, along with Jeslyn's. :D First four is mine, and last two is Jeslyn's ~
1st: OMG, I snatched Massu away from Tegoshi! *returns Massu to Tesshi* Gomenasai Tesshi! T___T
2nd: I would seriously preferred Ryo-chan though :x *pushes Yamapi to Ryo~*
3rd: I think Jeslyn is going to kill me for this! *she'll say Yuto belongs to Yama-chan!* Wait till you see her quiz, gosh :x But i don't mind Yuto being my boyfriend~ I would prefer Chinen though! *smacked*
4th: I use my english name :X , and I got ryutaro! OMG, he's younger than me(._____.)
5th: Jeslyn's english name. I wonder how she's reacting to this :x
6th: And Jeslyn's japanese name! ;x , wonder what she says again? *imagines*
OTANJOBE OMEDETOU! / Thursday, November 11, 2010 @ 11:18 AM
It's our dearest Tegoshi Yuya 23rd birthday!
Happy birthday to you,
Happy birthday to you,
Happy birthday to Tegoshi,
Happy birthday to you!
Omedetou! Happy 23rd! :D I'll continue supporting you, please continue acting fabulous shows, singing awesome songs, and hosting magnificent variety shows, and continue starring in K-CHAN NEWS, and do your best as part of Tegomass too! :D
I have make a banner to celebrate your birthday, ne! It's not so nice, but i spent time doing it xD
Umareta koto Oh~
Deaeta koto Oh~
ima soba ni ireru koto arigatou
Tego-nyan no happy birthday~
ichinen ni ichido no mahou tokubestu na hi~
For being born,
For being able to meet you
That I can be by your side now, thank you
It's Tego-nyan HAPPY BIRTHDAY
A magic, special day that happens only once a year
One more time, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TEGOSHI YUYA ! :D
It's our dearest Tegoshi Yuya 23rd birthday!
Happy birthday to you,
Happy birthday to you,
Happy birthday to Tegoshi,
Happy birthday to you!
Omedetou! Happy 23rd! :D I'll continue supporting you, please continue acting fabulous shows, singing awesome songs, and hosting magnificent variety shows, and continue starring in K-CHAN NEWS, and do your best as part of Tegomass too! :D
I have make a banner to celebrate your birthday, ne! It's not so nice, but i spent time doing it xD
Umareta koto Oh~
Deaeta koto Oh~
ima soba ni ireru koto arigatou
Tego-nyan no happy birthday~
ichinen ni ichido no mahou tokubestu na hi~
For being born,
For being able to meet you
That I can be by your side now, thank you
It's Tego-nyan HAPPY BIRTHDAY
A magic, special day that happens only once a year
One more time, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TEGOSHI YUYA ! :D
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