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CHRISTABEL YAP
Nineteen. Currently residing in the Singapore. I enjoy jpop and anime. I'm not the nicest person on earth, but I'm a lot of fun.
@flavors.me
A little love I had for you remains. Whatever it meant to be disappeared,
should just go away. And now, all I wanted is actually his little attention to me.
Just a small little attention will do, show me that i am important to you.
just another day / too young to realise / belated birthday post + outing / happy birthday to the boy / outing with mum / outing / second last day / ..... / workkkk! / cny - day one /
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realization, / Wednesday, March 30, 2011 @ 10:03 PM
REALIZATION
that is a strong word to use. suddenly going back to john little makes me come clear to everything. it was like in a spilt second, everything came flowing to me, and i realized that i really miss ..him the times. oh gosh, what am i saying!? ;A;
so i just went to john little and caught up time with old friends 8D. we were randomly talking, and was even like worrying about like (who is going to accompany each other for dinner?!) since like nadz is morning shift and i'm in afternoon shift /whacked.
so i have raiyan to accompany for dinner, and nadz have weibin. we're like a (group) already, or so we assume. we were like chatting and chatting with greyton from the picket and rail and we were like damn freaking funny. greyton was making crazy jokes, and weibin was saying that "your friend is funny,"
i went, "okay, he's your friend now,"
right right right, i must smacked the thought away from my head!christabel, he's so totally not into you, so could you just cut the flailing and get back to reality because you're so not his type, and your world are so totally different!
trying to get the disappointment inside me to be gone!
moving down, it's my birthday celebration tomorrow! means, there is outing! and i'm going to eat sakae sushi with my dearest yumi husbando tomorrow! 8D and then movie with my clique! 8D
i'll enjoy myself tomorrow since there's work from 1st april onwards!
why am i not looking forward to work as much as i did for the previous john little expo fair?
i should seriously clear my head now.
/end of rants
REALIZATION
that is a strong word to use. suddenly going back to john little makes me come clear to everything. it was like in a spilt second, everything came flowing to me, and i realized that i really miss ..
so i just went to john little and caught up time with old friends 8D. we were randomly talking, and was even like worrying about like (who is going to accompany each other for dinner?!) since like nadz is morning shift and i'm in afternoon shift /whacked.
so i have raiyan to accompany for dinner, and nadz have weibin. we're like a (group) already, or so we assume. we were like chatting and chatting with greyton from the picket and rail and we were like damn freaking funny. greyton was making crazy jokes, and weibin was saying that "your friend is funny,"
i went, "okay, he's your friend now,"
right right right, i must smacked the thought away from my head!
trying to get the disappointment inside me to be gone!
moving down, it's my birthday celebration tomorrow! means, there is outing! and i'm going to eat sakae sushi with my dearest yumi husbando tomorrow! 8D and then movie with my clique! 8D
i'll enjoy myself tomorrow since there's work from 1st april onwards!
i should seriously clear my head now.
/end of rants
shopping day, / Tuesday, March 29, 2011 @ 9:39 PM
SHOPPING DAY
although it is supposed to be my shopping day, i somehow got irritated and pissed off. why? well, some helpless being i supposed? oh well, i don't want to waste my breathe to say it all over again. So, i headed down to suntec to actually wanted to collect my pay into cash, when i realized that it can't be done. So, we walked down back to POSB to bank in my cheque. But oh well, it wasn't a waste of thing since I found a shop with my iphone sticker :D
so, i'm going to go down to there to get my iphone sticker, and raid off my friend's pocket !since they're supposed to be the ones to plan my birthday outing but in the end is myself planning it and then, after that, went to bugis with jasmine! shopping spree! jasmine bought clothing for me (as my birthday present) and she helped weiwen to buy mine as well. so i got a free top and a free shorts today 8D
after that, i shopped more! bought eye-shadow from Sasa(which i have wanted for a very long time) as well as my blue eyeliner. Apparantly I don't really put make-up until jasmine really introduces to me! :D no harm putting, and i look nice(ok, everybody look nice in make-up).
after that, went for dinner and home sweet home.
to realize, riko wrote a fanfiction while she was in polyclinic, and i was the first reader of the fanfiction since she have constantly spammed my inbox with her fanfiction! /smacked. but neverthless, her fanfiction always never fail to amuse me since the story is like, OMG, I LOVE IT SO MUCH kind of feeling when i read it. I went fluffy and was like floating in the air as i imagined yamajima >D
i'm so going to finish my one in a million today, and probably continue my oboimasu ka. maybe i should sleep early tonight since tomorrow will be a long day for me. right, i'm turning in at 10:30pm. kill me if i sleep later than that!
/end of rants.
SHOPPING DAY
although it is supposed to be my shopping day, i somehow got irritated and pissed off. why? well, some helpless being i supposed? oh well, i don't want to waste my breathe to say it all over again. So, i headed down to suntec to actually wanted to collect my pay into cash, when i realized that it can't be done. So, we walked down back to POSB to bank in my cheque. But oh well, it wasn't a waste of thing since I found a shop with my iphone sticker :D
so, i'm going to go down to there to get my iphone sticker, and raid off my friend's pocket !
after that, i shopped more! bought eye-shadow from Sasa(which i have wanted for a very long time) as well as my blue eyeliner. Apparantly I don't really put make-up until jasmine really introduces to me! :D no harm putting, and i look nice(ok, everybody look nice in make-up).
after that, went for dinner and home sweet home.
to realize, riko wrote a fanfiction while she was in polyclinic, and i was the first reader of the fanfiction since she have constantly spammed my inbox with her fanfiction! /smacked. but neverthless, her fanfiction always never fail to amuse me since the story is like, OMG, I LOVE IT SO MUCH kind of feeling when i read it. I went fluffy and was like floating in the air as i imagined yamajima >D
i'm so going to finish my one in a million today, and probably continue my oboimasu ka. maybe i should sleep early tonight since tomorrow will be a long day for me. right, i'm turning in at 10:30pm. kill me if i sleep later than that!
/end of rants.
and it's like any other day, / Sunday, March 27, 2011 @ 3:56 PM
MACBOOK PRO FTW?
omg, i am seriously having trouble using macbook pro. I mean, the softwares and also the specification is totally different from windows! and now, while typing this, i'm actually on my macbook pro on the right. yes, wow. I realize i am having everything in two. like, my handphone two, and now laptop two.
right, i am excited for the camp held on 4 and 5 april ! another thing is, i'm confused for the fact for my birthday celebration (.__.) i can't go out so late on 31st march, so i need to watch movie with bff clique another day. and the thing is, i don't know when is the another day going to be. apparantly yumi will be from 30 march, but the thing is, i'm working on 30 march. (unless i can do it after work?!) i don't think i'll take up the whole day... probably can!
right, why didn't i thought of it earlier? this week is going to be so packed, and spposedly, tomorrow, i am supposed to watch this japanese movie, and i suddenly lose the motivation and mood to go and watch. i'm not sure what to wear on my birthday too. maybe skirt? should i wear heels? or should i wear sleeveless?!
ah, been a woman is so tiring! but one thing for sure is that i'm definitely going to put make-up. /whacked.
kenpachi-sensei is showing tonight! and, i am loving otsuka yuya now!
isn't he so cute?! kamichann said that he and chinen are another OTP! maybe i'll consider shipping them!
provided another fact is that riko won't get jealous or going rejecting it over! 8D
/end of rants.
and counting down days, / Saturday, March 26, 2011 @ 11:58 AM
COUNTING DOWN TO MY BIRTHDAY!
yay! another 5 more days to my birthday! and i'm recently updating my blog! isn't it great?!
I forget to mention this yesterday, but thailand have an earthquake situated at myanmar! omg, we should pray for earth. seriously, recently, there's too many natural disaster things going on that i'm feeling so sad.
hope that people there aren't suffering as much.
it's morning, and it's 11:53am! i'm having slight blocked nose, and a slight headache. i wonder why.maybe is because lack of sleep
my throat is not as itchy as yesterday already!although i hope it'll faster cure so that i can eat the buffet tonight
i think it'll cure! and even if it's not curing, i don't care because i'm so going to eat the buffet tonight! i'm still vexing over the fact on what to wear tonight! should i go for a dress? or a top and bottom? i feel like putting eyeliner, but i'm lazy. /smacked
another 4 more days to john little! omg, i was chatting with my friend online yesterday and we kind of remembered the happy memories we had when we worked in job!it's sad that he's not working since he's in JC but it's okay, he say he'll compensate me when his a level are finished 8D.
oh, that reminds me of a jerk yesterday. he's such a flirt and an asshole. (does he even have one?) he treats me all so good during our days in IT fair, and then now he went deleting my number. (not like i care whether he keeps my number, but it seriously pisses people off when your attitude have a three-hundred-and-sixty degree turnabout)
seriously, if you're so despo/desperate for a girlfriend, go somewhere else. don't mess with me. (not as if i put highly on myself, since you're the one went around saying what, 'don't talk to my girlfriend' when i don't even remembering become yours in the first place -.-)
a jerk like you shouldn't exist in this world in the first place, why were you even born?
/end of rants.
COUNTING DOWN TO MY BIRTHDAY!
yay! another 5 more days to my birthday! and i'm recently updating my blog! isn't it great?!
I forget to mention this yesterday, but thailand have an earthquake situated at myanmar! omg, we should pray for earth. seriously, recently, there's too many natural disaster things going on that i'm feeling so sad.
hope that people there aren't suffering as much.
it's morning, and it's 11:53am! i'm having slight blocked nose, and a slight headache. i wonder why.
my throat is not as itchy as yesterday already!
i think it'll cure! and even if it's not curing, i don't care because i'm so going to eat the buffet tonight! i'm still vexing over the fact on what to wear tonight! should i go for a dress? or a top and bottom? i feel like putting eyeliner, but i'm lazy. /smacked
another 4 more days to john little! omg, i was chatting with my friend online yesterday and we kind of remembered the happy memories we had when we worked in job!
oh, that reminds me of a jerk yesterday. he's such a flirt and an asshole. (does he even have one?) he treats me all so good during our days in IT fair, and then now he went deleting my number. (not like i care whether he keeps my number, but it seriously pisses people off when your attitude have a three-hundred-and-sixty degree turnabout)
seriously, if you're so despo/desperate for a girlfriend, go somewhere else. don't mess with me. (not as if i put highly on myself, since you're the one went around saying what, 'don't talk to my girlfriend' when i don't even remembering become yours in the first place -.-)
a jerk like you shouldn't exist in this world in the first place, why were you even born?
/end of rants.
when can this be over! / Friday, March 25, 2011 @ 1:27 PM
WHEN CAN THIS BE OVER?
omg omg. I hate this feeling. I realized i've been hardly updating my blog!maybe I should seriously schedule some time in a day to update!
and I've been lazy to upload picture. IS THERE any good blogging system other than blogger?! ;A;
Okays, I'm just pure lazy (hey, i just admitted that okays.)
Right! So now... Yumi have a boyfriend! I know it's kind of late over here, (since i hardly update blog) congratulation! Hope you'll last long with him!
Onwards! Riko is recently hocked up with Takumi-kun and her BL movie! (and is it my fault for introducing it to her in the first place? :x)
Right, firstly first, I only like Takumi-kun series and nothing beyond that. (i'm more comfortable with yaoi anime, seriously) oh! not to forget manga >D.
I re-read one of the yaoi manga recently and i instantly fall in love with it all over again! This reminds me of Junjou Romantica. I realized I have much thing to do, but can I even do it in the first place (T_T)
Work is starting in say.. 5 more days!? I'm so looking forward to it! Oh, not to forget, my birthday in 6 more days!
I'm becoming CANDY-SEVENTEEN 8D
be jealous!
right, not that i want to rant, but i'm kind of pissed over the fact that NYC and NYC boys were nominees of the J-pop Asia Award but not HEYSAYJUMP. It's lucky that NEWS is inside if not i'll seriously kill the who-ever organizer for leaving them out -.-
seriously, i feel like i'm the twin of riko-chan. /smacked
/end of rants.
WHEN CAN THIS BE OVER?
omg omg. I hate this feeling. I realized i've been hardly updating my blog!
and I've been lazy to upload picture. IS THERE any good blogging system other than blogger?! ;A;
Okays, I'm just pure lazy (hey, i just admitted that okays.)
Right! So now... Yumi have a boyfriend! I know it's kind of late over here, (since i hardly update blog) congratulation! Hope you'll last long with him!
Onwards! Riko is recently hocked up with Takumi-kun and her BL movie! (and is it my fault for introducing it to her in the first place? :x)
Right, firstly first, I only like Takumi-kun series and nothing beyond that. (i'm more comfortable with yaoi anime, seriously) oh! not to forget manga >D.
I re-read one of the yaoi manga recently and i instantly fall in love with it all over again! This reminds me of Junjou Romantica. I realized I have much thing to do, but can I even do it in the first place (T_T)
Work is starting in say.. 5 more days!? I'm so looking forward to it! Oh, not to forget, my birthday in 6 more days!
I'm becoming CANDY-SEVENTEEN 8D
be jealous!
seriously, i feel like i'm the twin of riko-chan. /smacked
/end of rants.
screw you / Tuesday, March 15, 2011 @ 11:29 PM
SCREW EVERYTHING.
first is saying about my friends, then, it's okay. then later, you bitch about me going around, that's okay. Then after that, i fking feel left out. Then, you shitting spoilt my mood. That's okay. I come home, and obediently shut up. Then another you came by and bitch to me again.
Freak. I was been kind by changing room, and then now i get this fking attitude and treatment. RIGHT, awesome okays? I freaking want my room back. From now on, you got whatever shit problems, i don't give a damn at all ok? freak. I'm typing this while controlling my emotions. Damn it, i feel so fked up.
since when i complained the nights when you talk on the phone while i need to go to bed? since when i complained when you were typing and laughing and freaking noisy when i need to go to bed?
and just because of my typing and then she came by and scold.
the freak. where the hell is the shit call rights? oh, it doesn't exist, not inside your stupid shit brain. am i right, sucker?
SCREW EVERYTHING.
first is saying about my friends, then, it's okay. then later, you bitch about me going around, that's okay. Then after that, i fking feel left out. Then, you shitting spoilt my mood. That's okay. I come home, and obediently shut up. Then another you came by and bitch to me again.
Freak. I was been kind by changing room, and then now i get this fking attitude and treatment. RIGHT, awesome okays? I freaking want my room back. From now on, you got whatever shit problems, i don't give a damn at all ok? freak. I'm typing this while controlling my emotions. Damn it, i feel so fked up.
since when i complained the nights when you talk on the phone while i need to go to bed? since when i complained when you were typing and laughing and freaking noisy when i need to go to bed?
and just because of my typing and then she came by and scold.
the freak. where the hell is the shit call rights? oh, it doesn't exist, not inside your stupid shit brain. am i right, sucker?
