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CHRISTABEL YAP
Nineteen. Currently residing in the Singapore. I enjoy jpop and anime. I'm not the nicest person on earth, but I'm a lot of fun.
@flavors.me
A little love I had for you remains. Whatever it meant to be disappeared,
should just go away. And now, all I wanted is actually his little attention to me.
Just a small little attention will do, show me that i am important to you.
just another day / too young to realise / belated birthday post + outing / happy birthday to the boy / outing with mum / outing / second last day / ..... / workkkk! / cny - day one /
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no sense post / Saturday, January 28, 2012 @ 3:46 PM
Ever wonder why the sky is blue, the field is green, floor is black and so on and so for? Well, so ever wonder, why do we have feelings, why do we like other people, and why do we even have to be in this world?
I never wonder why i was born in this world for whatever reasons. I thought that thinking everything through everyday is like a daily routine for me. It have been a while since I was last confused of things inside my head.
So near but yet so far, so far but yet so near.
They said that it was obvious. I didn't say anything cause I didn't want to say anything about it at all. So... did it even matter to you in the first place?
When things get complicated, live with it. It makes no sense to continue on harping on the matter, and you get nothing out of it.
What time will it be today?
I just wanted a day of you to text me, and then, followed by another day, and another day. And eventually, I wanted you to look only at me. Is it possible for you to do that?
Ever wonder why the sky is blue, the field is green, floor is black and so on and so for? Well, so ever wonder, why do we have feelings, why do we like other people, and why do we even have to be in this world?
I never wonder why i was born in this world for whatever reasons. I thought that thinking everything through everyday is like a daily routine for me. It have been a while since I was last confused of things inside my head.
So near but yet so far, so far but yet so near.
They said that it was obvious. I didn't say anything cause I didn't want to say anything about it at all. So... did it even matter to you in the first place?
When things get complicated, live with it. It makes no sense to continue on harping on the matter, and you get nothing out of it.
What time will it be today?
I just wanted a day of you to text me, and then, followed by another day, and another day. And eventually, I wanted you to look only at me. Is it possible for you to do that?
school started / Wednesday, January 25, 2012 @ 5:48 PM
School started after the long chinese new year break. Managed to do my 3D until it's fairly done. I need to rush it out by next wednesday. I wonder how am I going to manage it.
I had nothing to do on the way back from school, so i was thinking what clothing to wear tomorrow. I think i'll most probably wear my wedges. It's been awhile since I wear it. I used to think it is high, but now when I wear it, i don't think it is anymore. Since I've wear even higher than the wedges.
Looking forward to wear my wedges. It's been awhile since I wear wedges other than my converse shoes :)
Going to do written communication tonight, before I hand it up on friday ^^
I'm glad that one module is down! Few more weeks to go before the end of semester. I can't wait!
talking to you, everything seems to stop. I need to stop myself from doing this too. I would want to keep this relationship intact. I don't want anything more further than this. I don't want another repeat anymore.
School started after the long chinese new year break. Managed to do my 3D until it's fairly done. I need to rush it out by next wednesday. I wonder how am I going to manage it.
I had nothing to do on the way back from school, so i was thinking what clothing to wear tomorrow. I think i'll most probably wear my wedges. It's been awhile since I wear it. I used to think it is high, but now when I wear it, i don't think it is anymore. Since I've wear even higher than the wedges.
Looking forward to wear my wedges. It's been awhile since I wear wedges other than my converse shoes :)
Going to do written communication tonight, before I hand it up on friday ^^
I'm glad that one module is down! Few more weeks to go before the end of semester. I can't wait!
talking to you, everything seems to stop. I need to stop myself from doing this too. I would want to keep this relationship intact. I don't want anything more further than this. I don't want another repeat anymore.
omg / Saturday, January 21, 2012 @ 11:18 AM
OMG.
that dream did hurt slightly. I dreamt i met you at the subway after so long, and then, you had this friend beside you. The friend then greeted me, before randomly asking me, "Do you know that he had someone he like in JC?"
You went, "Um.. why this question?"
"It's just a random thing," she replied.
"Yea, the girl I like is someone sweet, and someone good. She's from my school," he said, looking at me.
My hope was slightly crushed, before I smiled, and left.
OKAY, it was stupid. Of all times, why did i dreamt of you anyway.
OMG.
that dream did hurt slightly. I dreamt i met you at the subway after so long, and then, you had this friend beside you. The friend then greeted me, before randomly asking me, "Do you know that he had someone he like in JC?"
You went, "Um.. why this question?"
"It's just a random thing," she replied.
"Yea, the girl I like is someone sweet, and someone good. She's from my school," he said, looking at me.
My hope was slightly crushed, before I smiled, and left.
OKAY, it was stupid. Of all times, why did i dreamt of you anyway.
Not-so-perfect-monday / Monday, January 16, 2012 @ 3:08 PM
Today is a monday.
Completed IJC quite early, so had time to blog and even change my blogskins.
It was quite a while ago since another person have actually asked me about it. Not that I wishing for anything, but at least, someone did cared. I can't believe that I fall in love with you, and when she asked, that thing got off my chest. I didn't want to go around saying about it, but it just hurts slightly I guess.
So many songs represented my feelings, but I guess the most suitable is just one word.
'Arigatou, for making me to meet you, and to love you,'
Today is a monday.
Completed IJC quite early, so had time to blog and even change my blogskins.
It was quite a while ago since another person have actually asked me about it. Not that I wishing for anything, but at least, someone did cared. I can't believe that I fall in love with you, and when she asked, that thing got off my chest. I didn't want to go around saying about it, but it just hurts slightly I guess.
So many songs represented my feelings, but I guess the most suitable is just one word.
'Arigatou, for making me to meet you, and to love you,'
I'M HERE / Saturday, January 14, 2012 @ 11:17 PM
I can't believe that i'm slowly going down again, even if how much I told myself I must not.
But... even so, I still want to say.
If you need me, I'll be here.
I can't believe that i'm slowly going down again, even if how much I told myself I must not.
But... even so, I still want to say.
If you need me, I'll be here.
MIA MUCH? / Monday, January 9, 2012 @ 8:33 PM
MIA.
I don't know what's the point of me writing blog anymore... I don't.. see a point at all.
MIA.
I don't know what's the point of me writing blog anymore... I don't.. see a point at all.
