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CHRISTABEL YAP
Nineteen. Currently residing in the Singapore. I enjoy jpop and anime. I'm not the nicest person on earth, but I'm a lot of fun.
@flavors.me
A little love I had for you remains. Whatever it meant to be disappeared,
should just go away. And now, all I wanted is actually his little attention to me.
Just a small little attention will do, show me that i am important to you.
just another day / too young to realise / belated birthday post + outing / happy birthday to the boy / outing with mum / outing / second last day / ..... / workkkk! / cny - day one /
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Journal Entry Thirty-Seven / Friday, September 25, 2009 @ 8:48 PM
Journal Entry Thirty-Seven
good night miss sophis-ticated,
seriously, these ew days happened so many things, and i'm super fked up with everything. Just damn it ? Crazy, mad, hilarious. These 3 words would describe my few days. Yesterday in school nothing much happened. PE was bored, and then i went back to class to take book, wanted to read, and raynian came by and we chatted. Recess i was kind of "emo" in the sense. Accompany cheryl to classroom, and then went back. Bio over, after school went to find lao da to take back my book before heading home ;x. today went for accupuncture, and then normal routine. doctor say i can go back to 3rd level classroom. am i suppose to be happy? i don't know if i should. somehow, i don't really wanna go back, the reason is that simple.
Photo featuring : the two sunglasses sister (:
miss.sophis-ticated♥
Journal Entry Thirty-six / Sunday, September 20, 2009 @ 9:55 PM
Journal Entry Thirty-six
good night miss sophis-ticated,
doesn't stories always have an ending?
where is my ending ?
i'm confused, i don't even have a single clue who i loving..
miss.sophis-ticated♥
Journal Entry Thirty-Five / Saturday, September 19, 2009 @ 11:30 AM
Journal Entry Thirty-Five
Journal Entry Thirty-Fivegood morning miss sophis-ticated,
i dream something which find it so extra-ordinary ;x. anyway, i'm just here to type a few things. Somehow, i'm missing him D: , i hope he does know i love him .. maybe it's afterall something not right, i cannot be doing such things. ): . do you know that?I guess you're oblivion.
miss.sophis-ticated♥
Journal Entry Thirty-Four / Friday, September 18, 2009 @ 4:57 PM
Journal Entry Thirty-Four
good evening miss sophis-ticated,
Nothing much to say. Recently had a headache and i've being lethargic D: . My eyes are following him everywhere. Cheryl knows it. I wonder if there's a medicine to cure such illnesses.. I also wonder if he had the same sentimental as me, but i doubt so. He hardly even glance at me one eye.. I wonder if he have someone he likes already. I'm trying hard not to let my mind go wild..
i'm missing you you you D:
i'm missing you you you D:
miss.sophis-ticated♥
Journal Entry Thirty-Three / Monday, September 14, 2009 @ 6:20 PM
Journal Entry Thirty-Three
good evening miss sophis-ticated,
Topic 1 : Why are they always high and mighty?
Is it always like this? Why is it that i always feel that people are way above me, and i am becoming smaller and smaller? Is it that they're growing, or isit that i am shrinking? I don't understand, how could they simply being so clever in everything and always being the top. Me? I'm always at the bottom, always being compared to. People usually say "Different people have different talents." What about me? Where's my talent? I only knew that i myself is always messing around. How would i ever be as high and mighty as them? Acoring nearly full marks, getting the praises from others. I want that too, but i couldn't get it. No matter how hard i try, when i got good grades, all i got was negative remarks like, "Don't be bossy about it". What could i have done wrong?
Topic 2: Love and Hatred
How could one people love and hate one person at the same time? Is it possible? No, i don't think so anyway. It's either i'll hate or i'll love him. I'm thinking of chosing hatred. Maybe by hating him, i won't get that overwhelming feeling anymore. I'm feeling sophis-ticated, i'm feeling ignorant..
Topic 3: Studies are priority
I'm always being scolded for not studying. How i wish , i could be like a bird, spreading it's wings and flying around, longing for freedom. How i wish, i could be so carefree, not worrying anything, living my life to the upmost fullest. But none of these will happen, stuyding is being made priority in my life. There's no such thing as " i want to go out with my friends" on weekdays, there's no such thing as "i want to watch tv"on weekdays for my life. All i could do is study study study sleep, eat study.
Topic 4: Am i suppose to be born in this gender?
Alot of people said i don't behave like a lady at all, some call me nicknames. Sometimes, i don't mind as they are making fun, but yet sometimes, their words just got stuck in my mind, and i couldn't get it off, no matter how hard i tried. Is it because i'm not suppose to be a girl, or am i born in the wrong gender?
I passed o-bento to the following people, tingyong ( indirectly ) and weikiam ! :D , hope they like it, and wanting to thanks for their great help (:
miss.sophis-ticated♥
Journal Entry Thirty-Three
good evening miss sophis-ticated,
Topic 1 : Why are they always high and mighty?
Is it always like this? Why is it that i always feel that people are way above me, and i am becoming smaller and smaller? Is it that they're growing, or isit that i am shrinking? I don't understand, how could they simply being so clever in everything and always being the top. Me? I'm always at the bottom, always being compared to. People usually say "Different people have different talents." What about me? Where's my talent? I only knew that i myself is always messing around. How would i ever be as high and mighty as them? Acoring nearly full marks, getting the praises from others. I want that too, but i couldn't get it. No matter how hard i try, when i got good grades, all i got was negative remarks like, "Don't be bossy about it". What could i have done wrong?
Topic 2: Love and Hatred
How could one people love and hate one person at the same time? Is it possible? No, i don't think so anyway. It's either i'll hate or i'll love him. I'm thinking of chosing hatred. Maybe by hating him, i won't get that overwhelming feeling anymore. I'm feeling sophis-ticated, i'm feeling ignorant..
Topic 3: Studies are priority
I'm always being scolded for not studying. How i wish , i could be like a bird, spreading it's wings and flying around, longing for freedom. How i wish, i could be so carefree, not worrying anything, living my life to the upmost fullest. But none of these will happen, stuyding is being made priority in my life. There's no such thing as " i want to go out with my friends" on weekdays, there's no such thing as "i want to watch tv"on weekdays for my life. All i could do is study study study sleep, eat study.
Topic 4: Am i suppose to be born in this gender?
Alot of people said i don't behave like a lady at all, some call me nicknames. Sometimes, i don't mind as they are making fun, but yet sometimes, their words just got stuck in my mind, and i couldn't get it off, no matter how hard i tried. Is it because i'm not suppose to be a girl, or am i born in the wrong gender?
I passed o-bento to the following people, tingyong ( indirectly ) and weikiam ! :D , hope they like it, and wanting to thanks for their great help (:
miss.sophis-ticated♥
Journal Entry Thirty-Two / Sunday, September 13, 2009 @ 9:11 PM
Journal Entry Thirty-Two
good night miss sophis-ticated,
another day. tomorrow is another dreadful st ): , how i wish i could be as free as him D: , lols. Anyway anyway, ST ! and kaiyong ah gor dont have D: , no fair. I wanna cry ): , i'm so scared, go back school ST oredy, no fair ): . Sigh, i wish my days don't turn out that bad, and i wish, i could be more free, like a bird flying around, swapping its wings large and free. sigh, somehow, if i do this, will it help?
missing you so much D:
miss.sophis-ticated♥
Journal Entry Thirty-Two
good night miss sophis-ticated,
another day. tomorrow is another dreadful st ): , how i wish i could be as free as him D: , lols. Anyway anyway, ST ! and kaiyong ah gor dont have D: , no fair. I wanna cry ): , i'm so scared, go back school ST oredy, no fair ): . Sigh, i wish my days don't turn out that bad, and i wish, i could be more free, like a bird flying around, swapping its wings large and free. sigh, somehow, if i do this, will it help?
missing you so much D:
miss.sophis-ticated♥
Journal Entry Thirty-One / Saturday, September 12, 2009 @ 9:16 PM
Journal Entry Thirty-One
good night miss sophis-ticated,
well, today was a blast i think. morning went for accunpuncture, after that went to compass to meet jasmine, cass and weiwen. mr tan was there, so we crapped crapped crapped. After that, jas and cass went to buy something, den raynian came over and said hello to mr tan ! i got a shock man, after that continue doing bio. do do do, dhen weiwen came along. Then, i went to wash my hands, and got a shock, one whole bunch of people was there manzxz. then wash wash wash, and stayed there and continue doing. dhen mr tan went off first, claiming he's tired and want to go home and sleep. after that, four of us continue doing, until 老大 and his friend came in and do their work also. den do until 6 plus, went kopitiam eat, and go home. Picture above is my lao ger again , with eugene bestie :D love them both (:
i conquered chemistry and biography ! physics is dead ;x
miss.sophis-ticated♥
Journal Entry Thirty / Thursday, September 10, 2009 @ 5:05 PM
Journal Entry Thirty
good evening miss sophis-ticated,
quite a evening. went out to meet my primary school friends at cp and had a blast (: miss lee came and we crap crap crap ;x. anyway, it was fun, met up with laoger and took picture with him ! :D above is him, trying to be funny. i can't type much, and i'll let the picture do the talking , ( which is the above one ) i'm off to work, had a fun fun fun fun fun time :D
miss.sophis-ticated♥
Journal Entry Thirtygood evening miss sophis-ticated,
quite a evening. went out to meet my primary school friends at cp and had a blast (: miss lee came and we crap crap crap ;x. anyway, it was fun, met up with laoger and took picture with him ! :D above is him, trying to be funny. i can't type much, and i'll let the picture do the talking , ( which is the above one ) i'm off to work, had a fun fun fun fun fun time :D
miss.sophis-ticated♥
