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CHRISTABEL YAP
Nineteen. Currently residing in the Singapore. I enjoy jpop and anime. I'm not the nicest person on earth, but I'm a lot of fun.
@flavors.me
A little love I had for you remains. Whatever it meant to be disappeared,
should just go away. And now, all I wanted is actually his little attention to me.
Just a small little attention will do, show me that i am important to you.
just another day / too young to realise / belated birthday post + outing / happy birthday to the boy / outing with mum / outing / second last day / ..... / workkkk! / cny - day one /
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can't believe it / Saturday, February 26, 2011 @ 11:26 PM
Can you believe it?
i don't think anybody will, though
Nobody will be reading this blog. But i don't think so as well? Oh well, I want poly to start fast, seriously fast (-.-) so that I can drown myself into projects, and don't think of unnecessary things. Wait, why would i even... (pushes aside)
Damn, i think too much until my head's aching. Seriously, what the hell does my brain want, HUH!? Can't you seriously tell me what the hell you want to do with your poor owner's body and mind!? Are you going to jump in joy, and open champagne when I finally give in, which is like... ( throw bottles at brain) stop it! Stop corrupting your owner's mind anymore and scram outta hell of her!
Can you believe it?
i don't think anybody will, though
Nobody will be reading this blog. But i don't think so as well? Oh well, I want poly to start fast, seriously fast (-.-) so that I can drown myself into projects, and don't think of unnecessary things. Wait, why would i even... (pushes aside)
Damn, i think too much until my head's aching. Seriously, what the hell does my brain want, HUH!? Can't you seriously tell me what the hell you want to do with your poor owner's body and mind!? Are you going to jump in joy, and open champagne when I finally give in, which is like... ( throw bottles at brain) stop it! Stop corrupting your owner's mind anymore and scram outta hell of her!
chill down! / Friday, February 18, 2011 @ 1:32 PM
CHILL DOWN!
christabel, you need to learn how to chill down, and stop getting so excited for the hell?
CHILL DOWN!
christabel, you need to learn how to chill down, and stop getting so excited for the hell?
stop! / Thursday, February 17, 2011 @ 7:52 PM
STOP IT,
STOP IT,
please, guys. please, stop it.
Please, please! We're not like this before, please stop it! I don't want like this, I don't want any of this to happened! Ain't we good friends? Ain't we supposed to be like.. the clique? Why is this happening? Why are we like this? Why?
When I see the posts, and the arguements, I feel so dejected. I mean, we used to go out everyday, like seriously everyday. Why are we letting all these things run out of our hand and letting things to ruin our long-build friendship.
Please, stop it. Please... Take it that, I'm begging you guys.
Don't ruin our friendship, don't ruin the 'us'..
untitled 2 / @ 3:41 PM
OH-MY-HELL-YES
christabel, you're officially mad
Okays, so I'm here to gladly announced that I'm officially back onto BLOGGER! I've been like not updating it so often, so yeap, here I am! :D
Okay, so Tetsu replied my sms today! I was mad (-.-") I was smiling when I saw his name appeared, and the next moment, I smacked myself. Ok, why the hell am I smiling and my heart beating fast when his sms comes in .__.
Let's brush it off for the moment! The other time, my senior have actually asked me a question, and thanks to that, I've realized that it's really all gone. It's just left the memories that's making me to cling onto. But I no longer use to go to your profile page and browse your profile, I don't go your blog, I don't even hope you're updating anything.
AHH! I'll seriously kill SAMUEL for ditching me. Okay, is that even a promise? :p , anyway, he said he'll make it up (or i assume he will)
Hell yes, hello samuel coursemate! Right, I'm random.
I've nothing left to say.
Aiko
17.02.11
OH-MY-HELL-YES
christabel, you're officially mad
Okays, so I'm here to gladly announced that I'm officially back onto BLOGGER! I've been like not updating it so often, so yeap, here I am! :D
Okay, so Tetsu replied my sms today! I was mad (-.-") I was smiling when I saw his name appeared, and the next moment, I smacked myself. Ok, why the hell am I smiling and my heart beating fast when his sms comes in .__.
Let's brush it off for the moment! The other time, my senior have actually asked me a question, and thanks to that, I've realized that it's really all gone. It's just left the memories that's making me to cling onto. But I no longer use to go to your profile page and browse your profile, I don't go your blog, I don't even hope you're updating anything.
AHH! I'll seriously kill SAMUEL for ditching me. Okay, is that even a promise? :p , anyway, he said he'll make it up (or i assume he will)
Hell yes, hello samuel coursemate! Right, I'm random.
I've nothing left to say.
Aiko
17.02.11
untitled / Wednesday, February 16, 2011 @ 10:34 PM
ABSENCE MAKES THE HEART GROW FONDER.
omg, christabel, are you serious?
I'm crazy! I'm crazy! Seriously, I'm scared to disturb him because he's studying, and he's always so busy, i don't even know if I should sms him (.__.)
I miss smsing him, those times I've spent with him, ugh.
I think it's just a simple crush, and it'll be over soon. (I don't even know if he's reading. Wait, I didn't give him my this blog URL!)
All the best for you in your studies alright?
Let's give you a name...
Kobayashi Tetsu! :D
Tetsu-kun, all the best in your JC!
Aiko
16.02.11
ABSENCE MAKES THE HEART GROW FONDER.
omg, christabel, are you serious?
I'm crazy! I'm crazy! Seriously, I'm scared to disturb him because he's studying, and he's always so busy, i don't even know if I should sms him (.__.)
I miss smsing him, those times I've spent with him, ugh.
I think it's just a simple crush, and it'll be over soon. (I don't even know if he's reading. Wait, I didn't give him my this blog URL!)
All the best for you in your studies alright?
Let's give you a name...
Kobayashi Tetsu! :D
Tetsu-kun, all the best in your JC!
Aiko
16.02.11
letter to you, / Monday, February 14, 2011 @ 6:20 PM
Dear you,
Hey. I feel weird like this, and I know you're probably not reading this (since you hardly even go people's blog). Thanks for liking me, thanks for loving me(or what you've said in your confession). When I saw your confession, somehow, I felt happy, and it really cheered me up alot. Whenever I was down, you're always there. Whenever I felt so helpless, your face appears there. Thank you.
My thanks to you, it's like... can't be even described into words, because it's much more beyond than that.
But I'm sorry. I don't have the courage to go and love, I don't have the confidence to commit myself into a relationship. If I'm given a choice, I would really want to escape from all these. A scar can never be mended, a scar can never be erased.
I've already knew long ago that you like me. It's just, not that I don't want to acknowledge it, but because it's your critical year, and I don't want to jeopardize your studies and such. (maybe you can say I'm kind of scared as well?)
I can feel it. I can feel it, after the times I've spent talking to you, and also the times you've spent talking to me. I'm not blind, I'm human, and what's more, a girl. I can feel your feeling towards me (very strongly) it's just, I never chose to tell you, "Yes, I know you love me,"
I've went through hard enough, and I really have left nothing to believe in anyone. I know this is unfair, since you're not the one who made me feel like this. I know you know about him, I know you love me. Thank you for loving me, because somehow, it cheers me up, since I know that someone is still showering his concern to me.
We'll forever be best friends, (even though i feel awkward at times when you talk to me,) But you'll always be someone special to me.
Aiko.
14.02.11
Dear you,
Hey. I feel weird like this, and I know you're probably not reading this (since you hardly even go people's blog). Thanks for liking me, thanks for loving me(or what you've said in your confession). When I saw your confession, somehow, I felt happy, and it really cheered me up alot. Whenever I was down, you're always there. Whenever I felt so helpless, your face appears there. Thank you.
My thanks to you, it's like... can't be even described into words, because it's much more beyond than that.
But I'm sorry. I don't have the courage to go and love, I don't have the confidence to commit myself into a relationship. If I'm given a choice, I would really want to escape from all these. A scar can never be mended, a scar can never be erased.
I've already knew long ago that you like me. It's just, not that I don't want to acknowledge it, but because it's your critical year, and I don't want to jeopardize your studies and such. (maybe you can say I'm kind of scared as well?)
I can feel it. I can feel it, after the times I've spent talking to you, and also the times you've spent talking to me. I'm not blind, I'm human, and what's more, a girl. I can feel your feeling towards me (very strongly) it's just, I never chose to tell you, "Yes, I know you love me,"
I've went through hard enough, and I really have left nothing to believe in anyone. I know this is unfair, since you're not the one who made me feel like this. I know you know about him, I know you love me. Thank you for loving me, because somehow, it cheers me up, since I know that someone is still showering his concern to me.
We'll forever be best friends, (even though i feel awkward at times when you talk to me,) But you'll always be someone special to me.
Aiko.
14.02.11
