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CHRISTABEL YAP
Nineteen. Currently residing in the Singapore. I enjoy jpop and anime. I'm not the nicest person on earth, but I'm a lot of fun.
@flavors.me
A little love I had for you remains. Whatever it meant to be disappeared,
should just go away. And now, all I wanted is actually his little attention to me.
Just a small little attention will do, show me that i am important to you.
just another day / too young to realise / belated birthday post + outing / happy birthday to the boy / outing with mum / outing / second last day / ..... / workkkk! / cny - day one /
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.. / Thursday, September 27, 2012 @ 10:51 PM
HI TO THE WORLD.
went out with erwin this afternoon and it was fun. i finally got to get out since holiday started. it was ages since I went out and enjoyed myself, oh well, and i spent money again. however, it was pretty clothings so I don't mind ^^ finally got two pairs of shorts that really fits me and I really love them alot :D thanks to erwin for his fashion comments.
anyway, it started to rain heavily when i was on the way home and the wind was horrible, like typhoon. gosh, and i don't know what's wrong with me but then i started to feel all so horrible around my body. my heart started to turn heavy and i lost my mood. is it because there's work tomorrow and i am seriously dragging it?
I don't know. there was this point of time when I see the other people's back and weird thoughts started flashing inside my head. it was so overwhelming that i didn't know what to do. suddenly got so tired and i fell asleep inside the bus. it's been awhile. everything changed since I was a young kid. my thoughts change, my dressings change, my emotions got even more complicated. I hate it. i hate this. i hate everything. i wish i could control my future but then again, it's impossible. I don't know what am i doing right now.
catch me when i fall? you didn't managed to. you didn't managed to catch me when I fall into you, and you just let loose and thought that i will be running after you.
i feel so perplexed. my emotions running wild, and then, my thoughts are just plain nuts. i need time to calm down, and school is starting soon.
i hope i enjoy school. i hope i enjoy it....
tugging in tonight. goodnight world.
HI TO THE WORLD.
went out with erwin this afternoon and it was fun. i finally got to get out since holiday started. it was ages since I went out and enjoyed myself, oh well, and i spent money again. however, it was pretty clothings so I don't mind ^^ finally got two pairs of shorts that really fits me and I really love them alot :D thanks to erwin for his fashion comments.
anyway, it started to rain heavily when i was on the way home and the wind was horrible, like typhoon. gosh, and i don't know what's wrong with me but then i started to feel all so horrible around my body. my heart started to turn heavy and i lost my mood. is it because there's work tomorrow and i am seriously dragging it?
I don't know. there was this point of time when I see the other people's back and weird thoughts started flashing inside my head. it was so overwhelming that i didn't know what to do. suddenly got so tired and i fell asleep inside the bus. it's been awhile. everything changed since I was a young kid. my thoughts change, my dressings change, my emotions got even more complicated. I hate it. i hate this. i hate everything. i wish i could control my future but then again, it's impossible. I don't know what am i doing right now.
catch me when i fall? you didn't managed to. you didn't managed to catch me when I fall into you, and you just let loose and thought that i will be running after you.
i feel so perplexed. my emotions running wild, and then, my thoughts are just plain nuts. i need time to calm down, and school is starting soon.
i hope i enjoy school. i hope i enjoy it....
tugging in tonight. goodnight world.
