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CHRISTABEL YAP

Nineteen. Currently residing in the Singapore. I enjoy jpop and anime. I'm not the nicest person on earth, but I'm a lot of fun.
@flavors.me

A little love I had for you remains. Whatever it meant to be disappeared,
should just go away. And now, all I wanted is actually his little attention to me.
Just a small little attention will do, show me that i am important to you.

just another day / too young to realise / belated birthday post + outing / happy birthday to the boy / outing with mum / outing / second last day / ..... / workkkk! / cny - day one /

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Journal Entry Fifty-Two / Monday, November 30, 2009 @ 1:13 PM
Journal Entry Fifty-Two

afternoon to miss sophis-ticated,

" I just want to show you, she don't even know you"
How could i show you? You're so in love with her. I can't stop you, and all i could do is supporting you. I just want to be the one that makes you etched a smile on your face, but, it is always the other way round. Always waiting patiently for your sms to come by. I wonder if she does knows that? I don't know how i am feeling, but somehow, i got a feeling that one day, i'll become a "nobody" in your eyes, i'll no longer be the girl that you are close with.

Song : invisible by taylor swift
Countdown : 1 more day to YVIP CAMP !

miss.sophis-ticated
if only you knew me
Journal Entry Fifty-One / Sunday, November 29, 2009 @ 1:13 PM
Journal Entry Fifty-One

ale loha miss sophis-ticated!

DAMN IT !@#$%^&*()_+ .
Okays, sorry, i am just super piss-ed off (T-T) with myself of course. i don't know what is wrong with me . Anyway, imyvm D: , you have no idea that i am talking about you. Anyway, you also don't read my blog, so i guess you're forever be oblivion of my love for you. ): Crazy, since when my feelings for you changed? I have no idea, perhaps one month ago ? Perhaps two months ago? Whenever you mentioned her, i felt jealous and angry. But what could i do? Only just listening to your non-sensical blabberrings is my support for you. Of course i wish both of you could get together, but.. (haix).
imyssvm , but i could do nothing. Just quietly loving you from here..

Song: Invisible by Taylor Swift
Countdown : 2 more days to YVIP camp !

miss.sophis-ticated♥
invisible as it seems
Journal Entry Fifty / Saturday, November 28, 2009 @ 7:11 PM
Journal Entry Fifty

ale loha miss sophis-ticated,


went out yesterday with kenny squirrel♥ and kaiyong gor♥. spend a real LONG time deciding on what movie to watch, before we decided to watch christmas carol . bought ticket and went in. stupid kaiyong ! so angry and pek chek ! during movie halfway , he spill the popcorns all over on me , and he laugh >[ , den ok lar, still say sorry, still know he wrong. den after that my hands so sticky lor ! so angry ;x . ( still ok lar ~ ) after that, shopped around, eat lunch at justacia and dinner at pasta mania. kenny and kaiyong tricked me ! kaiyong wanted to see his contact light colour den go call my hp sial ! T.T . talked alot of things ;D , den mrt-ed and bus-ed home with precious kaiyong gor

today YVIP briefing was quite fun . ( still ok~ ) I am looking forward to the camp instead !


Countdown : 2 more days to YVIP camp (:


miss.sophis-ticated♥
loving your precious voice
Journal Entry Forty-Nine / Friday, November 20, 2009 @ 9:35 PM

Journal Entry Forty-Nine


Ale loha missy !
Picture (FEA) : A spaghetti cooked by me as my lunch on one of the holidays ! :D
Crazy for Hihara Kazuki♥

back from "class outing" . It's not really considered a class outing ! Only 6 people turned up, weihao ; junhao ; zhiquan ; jasmine ; weiwen ; me D: . It's a failure, but well enjoyed myself. Went to eat mac for brunch , den we went to dhoby ghaut to catch 2012 . Okays, i watched until i keep crying, and i wanted to get out of the movie theatre (-.-). I mean, c'mon, i was lke so araid of knowing about the movie, it's so damn freaking scary. D: . After movie went to arcade, weiwen jasmine celine and cassandra met up to do homeworks ;0. I played den go find my friends at arcade. Went to hougang mall, bus-ed home :D
I thinks it's a bit late, but WELCOME HOME KAIYONG GOR GOR :D

P.S : Thanks for the present - Cassandra, Celine, Jasmine, Weiwen :D

Events : 7 more days to outing with kenny gay, kaiyong gor gor , jocelyn, seri . / 8 more days to YVIP pre-camp briefing .

miss.sophis-ticated♥
madly madly madly
Journal Entry Forty-Eight / Tuesday, November 17, 2009 @ 8:33 PM


Journal Entry Forty Eight

good night miss sophis-ticated,

170119 ): , first day kaiyong gor gor is in malaysia, now i am looking forward to night time , for his call D: .
This morning woke up at 6am to send-sms-off kaiyong gor gor. Sms-ed seri and laoda also. Went out the whole day, but sway sway tummy cramp . D: . watch movie, eat lunch, played arcade. Nothing much. Chatt-ed with cheryl, and then home sweet home at evening.

Events : 2 more days till kaiyong gor gor return to singapore :x / 10 more days to outing with kenny gay, kaiyong gor gor , jocelyn, seri . / 11 more days to YVIP pre-camp briefing .

miss.sophis-ticated♥
a bird without legs.

Journal Entry Forty-Seven / Saturday, November 7, 2009 @ 1:48 PM
Journal Entry Forty-Seven

good afternoon miss sophis-ticated,

back from accupuncture. :D Picture features me seri jocelyn and cassandra ! :D went out yesterday and had a great blast [; , joked and played around. nothing much to say (; , play arcade like some mad people ;x . that should be all, last night was wrapping presents [; , and i think it's perfect ! :D , bough hp strap , and me seri and jocelyn put it onto our hp. omg, i want sony t707 ! D:

miss.sophis-ticated♥
Journal Entry Forty-Six / Thursday, November 5, 2009 @ 8:10 PM
Journal Entry Forty-Six

good night miss sophis-ticated,

Boring day. Yesterday went to watch movie with cheryl, eddie, and kaiyong. Kaiyong was late. and then, played arcade with him, and at the same time waited for cheryl, eddie and her sister to come. slacked around with him, den he pei me eat food. den we walked to bus stop to fetch the three of the big people's . i "stole" kaiyong's handphone and we was argueing on the way to e-hub. eddie and cheryl have nothing to say. bought the tickets, played arcade again, and then went to watch movie. in the movie it was so embarrassing to sit beside kaiyong. the orders goes like this >> cheryl , her sister , me , kaiyong , eddie. kaiyong and eddie keep talking and i keep shushing them -.- . after that kaiyong keep talking rots ! den i pushed his hands off the arm-rest . den he pushed mine back . hahaha ! this continues for a few seconds, den i decided to kick his legs instead. den halfway through the movie, i cried (-.-) the movie was freaking sad, and the two guys i think is like totally no heart lor ! never even cry, still laughing ): . den we go eat at just acia, some restaurant, and den played arcade and headed home.
On the way home, i was quite emo, den i think today i somehow made gorgor sad or something? sorry gor gor D:
"Breaking up is just like having the worst nightmare after having the best dream"

miss.sophis-ticated♥
it's too late to come by the castle,
Journal Entry Forty-Five / Sunday, November 1, 2009 @ 9:29 AM
Journal Entry Forty-Five

good morning miss sophis-ticated,

Last night slept quite early, and i dreamt of a very weird weird weird weird dream (-.-) Alright, anyway ! the picture features : cassy ! [: and her emo emo stance . Took during one of the study days at cassandra's house [: me and jasmine was lying on the bed and i took it !
Yesterday wasn't really bored, went to learning festival and the boys was like playing piano, oh well- soure of entertainment , went home, chatted online with my friend, den he intro me one game so spent the whole day waiting and waiting for the game to download finish .
i love you[;

miss.sophis-ticated♥
i think i'm not letting go ..
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