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CHRISTABEL YAP
Nineteen. Currently residing in the Singapore. I enjoy jpop and anime. I'm not the nicest person on earth, but I'm a lot of fun.
@flavors.me
A little love I had for you remains. Whatever it meant to be disappeared,
should just go away. And now, all I wanted is actually his little attention to me.
Just a small little attention will do, show me that i am important to you.
just another day / too young to realise / belated birthday post + outing / happy birthday to the boy / outing with mum / outing / second last day / ..... / workkkk! / cny - day one /
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-- / Tuesday, October 2, 2012 @ 12:12 AM
ANOTHER DAY TO POST.
got home from work, and dinner with my friend. last night wasn't a night for me seriously. watched one short part of MV and I cried. that MV was touching but i guess the main reason isn't that. anyway, back to the topic, bought a bracelet and three earrings today! :)) fruitful day. need to thank hong wen for shopping with me, but his comments are always the same "It's nice, it's nice" #foreversameremark
Shopping with raiyan yesterday and I guess it was fun. :) raiyan gave me great advice as always and we talked about here and there about his life and my life. i sweared mine was screwed and his isn't better in anyway.
so far apart, yet so near. i wonder how or what should i do to reach out for you. you seem so near to me, but yet i'm afraid of grabbing on. I am not like any other people out there who are always ready to hug someone once they see that person. I ponder, think through, visualize, confirm and then hug. once i like, i fall deep. but yet when i fall deep, i back away, to prevent myself from getting a cut again.
it's ironic isn't it? the hurts are the ones giving you strength and courage, but it is your trauma as well. i wonder what makes a human right? I wonder what makes you feel that you are making the same decision again?
i don't wish for the best. but deep inside me, my mind are overwhelmed by you. deep inside me, i really wanted the best for you. but no more, this time, i'll just shut it within me. if it's meant to be, it will return to me one day.
ANOTHER DAY TO POST.
got home from work, and dinner with my friend. last night wasn't a night for me seriously. watched one short part of MV and I cried. that MV was touching but i guess the main reason isn't that. anyway, back to the topic, bought a bracelet and three earrings today! :)) fruitful day. need to thank hong wen for shopping with me, but his comments are always the same "It's nice, it's nice" #foreversameremark
Shopping with raiyan yesterday and I guess it was fun. :) raiyan gave me great advice as always and we talked about here and there about his life and my life. i sweared mine was screwed and his isn't better in anyway.
so far apart, yet so near. i wonder how or what should i do to reach out for you. you seem so near to me, but yet i'm afraid of grabbing on. I am not like any other people out there who are always ready to hug someone once they see that person. I ponder, think through, visualize, confirm and then hug. once i like, i fall deep. but yet when i fall deep, i back away, to prevent myself from getting a cut again.
it's ironic isn't it? the hurts are the ones giving you strength and courage, but it is your trauma as well. i wonder what makes a human right? I wonder what makes you feel that you are making the same decision again?
i don't wish for the best. but deep inside me, my mind are overwhelmed by you. deep inside me, i really wanted the best for you. but no more, this time, i'll just shut it within me. if it's meant to be, it will return to me one day.
