days of attachment passes off so quickly. soon, in a blink of an eye, it's going to be the afterglow, and that YV'09 is going to end so quickly ): ! I want to like go back again, i was having so much fun with the gang that i really feel like i belong in there. But it's such a pity that we're all going back to our own life. I'm going back to study ): , and it's very very sad that none of them is near my school, so it's kind of hard to meet up with them again ): . Anyway, i'm going back next year ! difinitely, it's too fun that i can't bear to part D: , i don't wish to leave, but it's a yes . Oh well, there's meetings and farewells in life..

i love amanda and yenlin ! :D

imyvm D;

who is this you? I have no idea, i just wanted to type it (:

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as requested from yenlin , she said my blog need

ed more "pictures" in one way or another, i've decided to add in pictures :D

The attachments was quite fun, expecially duri

ng the exchange when we went to the geyha home and Chua chu kang home.

Morning arrived, and learned that they wants to ea

t breakfast together. So after that, they went to eat, and alright, practised the script in the macdona

ld's while eating breakfast ! How cool is that !?

let's talk about yesterday.

morning woke up at 7 odd to go for my attachment. After that, left at 11. call-ed oji-san and talk to him all the way till the bus stop, den met up with him and off to hougang station :D

met up with cheryl, aloysius and cleon. After that, play-ed pool for awhile. Then kaiyong came , so go pick him up and continue playing. Then we stop and went to the coffee shop to eat lunch before heading for kbox. ( The process of booking kbox is damn hilarious ! I and oji-san went to find where is the kbox located at , den when we go in, they greeted us so loudly den we faster come out . Den i say we need to book den we go in again, den they greeted us loudly again,den we was like laughing out ;x ) sang sang sang. During the process i find oji-san abit lonely, so tried to chat him up abit. [ sorry oji-san D: ] * I feel so guilty ): *
During kbox was kind of emo-ing, den after that, still okay when eddie went abit crazy at the end. Then after that, dinner at LJS , slacked abit and home sweet home at 10 plus ;D

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attachments was fun ! And we're kind of busy, we're doing a christmas party , so kind of busy . But it's fun, we laughed and joke around together, we're kind of bonded.

Well, i'm always looking forward to the days we're going to spend with them, although my dialect isn't that fantastic, however, i had a feeling that i'll be just fine. Even if i don't understand what are they uttering sometimes, it was as if my feelings had reached to them. They understood me, they knew that someone is there to talk to them, to be with them, to be there for them. It's kind of sad and happy feelings which i don't know how to explain. In other words, i'm just happy. Happy that they knew me, and knew me for who i am. I sang songs with them, clapped hands with them, played with them. i remembered a few, and it made me to respect them more, care for them more. It's a blessing.

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freaking-oh-my-gosh.

I am so freaking freaked out. He just appeared at my doorstep and i'm freaking freaking scared. It's all my fault, my fault for not thinking of the consequences. I didn't expect he will just come? Okays, it's all my fault. Now i need to think of a way to solve the problem, How? I'm informing them, so that they could help. Okay, sorry, please forgive me. Oh my gosh, i'm really so so freaked out now. (.__.)

Picture : me , clement and YENLIN ! :D

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FRUSTRATED. Can't you just freaking give me some f-lowering peace !? Warao leh , i only informing that i am studying and you over there nagnagnag. I forgot to take the water bottle and you say i did it on some freaking purpose !? YOU THINK I FREAKING GOT THAT LAME TO DO ON SOME FREAKING PURPOSE!? USE YOUR FREAKING BRAIN,BITCH. you're such a bitch you know that? I wonder why so. First thing not allowing me to go this and that, you're such an ass. Just scram off you old woman, go away ! i freaking hate you, always NAGGING LIKE SOME OLD HAG. Always saying me, i also need my freedom alright, AND DON'T F-ING COME BLAME ME, say i did it on PURPOSE, WHAT F PROOF DO YOU HAVE. F OFF. BITCH.

Picture FEAT. : Amanda(L) and me :D

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good evening,

i just kind of feel down so just came in the type in some words. Oh gosh, i feel so frustrated. It seems that i am not the kind of person that will like always used to being cared for. I was freaking * UGH* It's so irritating when someone asked you this and that when it is not necessary. caring is a form of way, but you need not express it. You can show it by actions, not by words. Somehow, caring of words sounds gross to me. I do not like it, because i've always being a indirect person, so i cannot take direct words. Oh gosh, bastard. I explain so many times and it seems like my words will not get across at all. I don't wish to be harsh neither am i wanting to be kind in words. I tried, you ask me so many times, i tried and explain. You just don't get it. I am not a patient person, i will not sit down and explain till you understand. I'll just explain one to two to three times. If you don't get it, forget it. Why are you always trying to dig into my secrets? I just freaking don't get it, i have my privacy, i can chose not to tell you you know. Even if the secret is out, i can still LIE to keep it to myself, it's MY SECRET, it's MY FREEDOM.

Reflect on it, i agree i do have my wrongs. What about you? Do you know what i want? This world is not only about you only, this world don't belong to you.

Picture : me and tracy- chairman of SVC ! :DD

ale LOHA ! :D

I'm back from the wonderful and enticing camp ! :D . Anyway, first day at camp was kind of boring as it is all the group identification stuffs.My group was Poker Face, Lady Gaga song. And then group one was bad romance ! We had the SDSC participants to join us this year as well, and well, it's the first year, so i was abit of excited ! Second day was fun ! We played the challenge your limits whereby people will need to like cover their eyes, or clock their ears etc. It's to like try out how a disabled person feels like when they are having these problems. I was the observer at first but one girl did not want to be the physically disabled so i swap with her. I sat on the wheelchair and was being pushed around. After that, got one "older" guy told them not to push me and that i must wheeled myself around. So i wheeled myself ! so fun but tiring. After that we prepared for our camp fire preparation. The mass group which means Group 1 and group 2 ( i was in group 2 ) decided to sing the song of Friends forever and barney song :D . After that, the SDSC participants was very active and they even sing with us. HOHO ! :D We played water activities and i was very wet ! we go into the pool at the resort and play captain's ball. It's so funny and i keep slashing water at glenn! :D Third day was tiring because it was long , and then we prepared our camp fire item. The campfire was nice and interesting ! We danced the YV dance, sang the YV song, dance the friendship dance also ! :D . The friendship dance was hilarious ! They arranged us as one boy and one girl, and we are to dance according to it ! Some guys were shy and never even hold my hands to dance, funny ! most of them asked my name but i think they cannot remember , my name is too longggg ;x

Home sweet home and photo taking on the last day. I cried ! I didn't want to leave ):

Picture : me and vick ( the old bird of SVC ) ! :D