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CHRISTABEL YAP

Nineteen. Currently residing in the Singapore. I enjoy jpop and anime. I'm not the nicest person on earth, but I'm a lot of fun.
@flavors.me

A little love I had for you remains. Whatever it meant to be disappeared,
should just go away. And now, all I wanted is actually his little attention to me.
Just a small little attention will do, show me that i am important to you.

just another day / too young to realise / belated birthday post + outing / happy birthday to the boy / outing with mum / outing / second last day / ..... / workkkk! / cny - day one /

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RYUTARO, WE LOVE YOU / Tuesday, June 28, 2011 @ 7:15 PM
MORIMOTO RYUTARO, PLEASE COME BACK TO US/JUMP.

Yesterday, I heard about the news on Ryutaro been caught smoking. I believe him and never thought he will did that. Last night, around 5:15am in the morning, I woke up to check twitterr, and what greeted me was nothing but horrible news.

It seemed that Johnny(that old man) decided to suspend Ryutaro from JUMP activities indefinitely. I broke down(okay, maybe not, but my heart sank) when I saw it. I immediately sms-ed Riko, but all i could felt was just sadness and nothing. I couldn't sleep for the next hour, and i finally caught some sleep before going to school at 8am.

Going to school was quite a chore for me. I complained to Amira, but it was never enough. COMPLAINING WASN'T ENOUGH. There need to be an action, if not, i'll never settle down. I went to class and instead of listening to lesson, I started to tweet the trend that was on-going, and it managed to get into TT  in Philippine. But it wasn't the end. Rumors, and many more rumors spread.

When Graham announced my results for CG, i miraculously got an A+. Supposedly, if it was any normal day, I would be like smiling and happy that I got an A+. But I didn't feel happy at all. I felt so empty, like something is missing.

That was when I realized what I needed most was JUMP to be complete. They don't need to be active (even if we hope they are), they don't need to be there, just, let them be 10.

TEN JUMP is not JUMP if they're not TEN. They're not JUMP if they're NINE. NINE JUMP, freaking weird right?

Johnny-san,
please listen to our cries, please listen to us that we need Ryutaro back. Please tell us when Ryutaro will go back to JUMP because we need him back into there. So many of us are supporting Ryutaro. He can't just leave like this. We understand you have strict rules, but, Ryu is only 16. He's so young, you should understand that he have to handle the showbiz/study stress. And he didn't think of the problems when he smoke because he was immature. People make mistakes, they ought to have chance. He's only 16!

and to whoever that send the picture into the magazine/whoever that publish it out, ARE YOU FUCKING HAPPY THAT YOU RUIN A MERE 16-YEAR OLD CHILD FUTURE? HE HAD THE BRIGHT FUTURE IN FRONT OF HIM AND YOU FREAKING RUIN IT. IF YOU'RE JEALOUS OF HIM AND IS DOING THIS, YOU'RE OUGHT TO BE ASHAME OF YOURSELF.

Ryutaro, all of us are supporting you. Please bear with it, we'll soon tackle to Johnny and ask him to put you back. Your JUMP members are supporting you too! THEY CRIED! OUR JUMP BOYS CRIED FOR YOU. ;____;

Damn, I can't continue any longer, if not i'll really get emotional.

ANOTHER THING, you guys could just stop saying that Ryutaro deserved this because you freaking won't understand been an idol. If you think it's so easy, oh well, you just STFU and scram off. And, Ryutaro's matter won't affect Shintaro. stop saying like Ryutaro is the JINX here and he's ruining Shintaro's image.

Think in Shintaro's position, I'm sure he's worried sick. What if he knows that fans of him are out there saying that his brother is ruining his own reputation. What do you think Shintaro will feel? Shintaro will be disappointed in you guys. UBERLY DISAPPOINTED. Stop giving extra comments if you have no means on supporting Ryutaro's comeback.

In straight, you guys are just freaking pathetic.

/end of rants
short / Wednesday, June 22, 2011 @ 9:46 PM
KILL ME PLEASE.
someone..
movie + fun fun fun :D / Saturday, June 4, 2011 @ 1:13 AM
IT'S FRIDAY FRIDAY!

woohoo! yo peepos, been a long time since I've updated my blog, and i know nobody is reading this, but i don't care~ I'll assume there is audience :D went to watch kungfu panda 2 with mummy and i seriously loved it because it was really freaking awesome ! okay, morning, i was late for school for 5 mins :x, after that drawing of 2D art, and lesson end. I swear when esson ended i was like YAY! you know~ and then i told raiyan to wait for me outside my school building (since he came down from RP to NP just to accompany me eat lunch!) afetr that, brought him to munch and then we started to eat and chatting random shit.

hahahhah! i seriously laugh hard and hit him hard with him. hahaha! hilarious maximum XD i played with my pudding camera and now my wallpaper is me and him with the stupid faces XD (of course with amada on my menu screen ^^)

Lots of things happened and I don't wanna talk about it. OMG, WHILE TYPING THIS, my stomach is growling T_T

I'VE DONE DEISGN AND TYPO AND CG(THREE-QUARTER) DONE. I am so proud of myself ! (pat of shoulder thank you)
Going to dhoby ghaut tomorrow to buy my low kay hwa new released storybook! OMG OMG!

GOING TO HAVE FUN FUN FUN FUN FUN :D




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