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CHRISTABEL YAP
Nineteen. Currently residing in the Singapore. I enjoy jpop and anime. I'm not the nicest person on earth, but I'm a lot of fun.
@flavors.me
A little love I had for you remains. Whatever it meant to be disappeared,
should just go away. And now, all I wanted is actually his little attention to me.
Just a small little attention will do, show me that i am important to you.
just another day / too young to realise / belated birthday post + outing / happy birthday to the boy / outing with mum / outing / second last day / ..... / workkkk! / cny - day one /
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Journal Entry Twenty-Nine / Monday, August 31, 2009 @ 4:15 PM
Journal Entry Twenty-Nine
good afternoon miss sophis-ticated,
just came back from punggol plaza. morning went to school , had a aces day walk around the region at my school. 3km. talked and chit-chat with weiwen and jasmine. but it was kind of stupid to bring our bag along T-T . After that, managed to give away all the flowers i made, so it's kind of satisfied :D after that, it's recess. didn't eat, because no appetitie D: after that, there's two hours of lessons before it's concert time ! :D whole day never see dao kaiyong gor ):
this year concert was ok-ok, still quite satisfactory. some parts were boring, some parts were lame, but of course, there's enjoyable one too (:
after the concert, i rushed off to met my primary school friends. and they wanted to take photo, of course i didn't want to be included in the photo, mainly of two reasons :
number 1 : i'm not close with any of the girls from my primary 6 class because i hardly contacted them anymore, except for mingen, but she's not there.
number 2 : my face is ugly.
after that, me , york hao, eugene, samuel , yujian, the weis brother went to punggol plaza makan :D . but the ones that makan is only me and york hao, and eugene eat some small bits. After that, they was very lame by betting on how long i take to eat (-.-) and yujian won? :D so hilarious ;x .
after that, walk-ed home with samuel laoger (: he's so damn funny, made my day :D
我爱老哥<3
miss.sophis-ticated♥
Journal Entry Twenty-Nine
good afternoon miss sophis-ticated,
just came back from punggol plaza. morning went to school , had a aces day walk around the region at my school. 3km. talked and chit-chat with weiwen and jasmine. but it was kind of stupid to bring our bag along T-T . After that, managed to give away all the flowers i made, so it's kind of satisfied :D after that, it's recess. didn't eat, because no appetitie D: after that, there's two hours of lessons before it's concert time ! :D whole day never see dao kaiyong gor ):
this year concert was ok-ok, still quite satisfactory. some parts were boring, some parts were lame, but of course, there's enjoyable one too (:
after the concert, i rushed off to met my primary school friends. and they wanted to take photo, of course i didn't want to be included in the photo, mainly of two reasons :
number 1 : i'm not close with any of the girls from my primary 6 class because i hardly contacted them anymore, except for mingen, but she's not there.
number 2 : my face is ugly.
after that, me , york hao, eugene, samuel , yujian, the weis brother went to punggol plaza makan :D . but the ones that makan is only me and york hao, and eugene eat some small bits. After that, they was very lame by betting on how long i take to eat (-.-) and yujian won? :D so hilarious ;x .
after that, walk-ed home with samuel laoger (: he's so damn funny, made my day :D
我爱老哥<3
miss.sophis-ticated♥
Journal Entry Twenty-Eight / Thursday, August 27, 2009 @ 9:44 PM
Journal Entry Twenty-Eight
good night miss sophis-ticated,
long time since i posted. I just wanted to come and type about kaiyong gor gor :P . It's too long to plurk. Ok, so here's the story. I actually intended to go to taiwan, after that, my mummy don't allow because she say my "luck" this year is no good. kinda pissed off at first, so i complained to kaiyong gor ;x. after that he sms-ed me, explaining to me my mum's great intention. after that, he even say he will worry for me cause of my condition :D . hehe (: so sweet of him :P . so i've decided ! not to go taiwan, for gor's sake :P
i love kaiyong ah gor :D
miss.sophis-ticated♥
Journal Entry Twenty-Eight
good night miss sophis-ticated,
long time since i posted. I just wanted to come and type about kaiyong gor gor :P . It's too long to plurk. Ok, so here's the story. I actually intended to go to taiwan, after that, my mummy don't allow because she say my "luck" this year is no good. kinda pissed off at first, so i complained to kaiyong gor ;x. after that he sms-ed me, explaining to me my mum's great intention. after that, he even say he will worry for me cause of my condition :D . hehe (: so sweet of him :P . so i've decided ! not to go taiwan, for gor's sake :P
i love kaiyong ah gor :D
miss.sophis-ticated♥
Journal Entry Twenty-Seven / Saturday, August 15, 2009 @ 9:15 PM
Journal Entry Twenty-Seven
good night miss sophis-ticated,
it's night. there's tuition tomorrow ): . Just now 4 plus raynian, bryan and celine came over my house and we did our project. it came out quite satisfactory. raynian and bryan was very very hilarious and i had enjoyed our time doing the project. but somehow i was being emo for awhile before regaining back to my normal-self due to bryan's silly actions. and then, after they went back, i got myself to think of some things again. the video is hilarious, i must swear you'll laugh like hell.
miss.sophis-ticated♥
Journal Entry Twenty-Seven
good night miss sophis-ticated,
it's night. there's tuition tomorrow ): . Just now 4 plus raynian, bryan and celine came over my house and we did our project. it came out quite satisfactory. raynian and bryan was very very hilarious and i had enjoyed our time doing the project. but somehow i was being emo for awhile before regaining back to my normal-self due to bryan's silly actions. and then, after they went back, i got myself to think of some things again. the video is hilarious, i must swear you'll laugh like hell.
miss.sophis-ticated♥
Journal Entry Twenty-Six / Friday, August 14, 2009 @ 11:27 PM
Journal Entry Twenty-Six
good night miss sophis-ticated,
it's late at night. another 3o more mins or so before the clock strikes twelve and 14th is over. so many things happened and i can't imagine what's more coming in the near future. i just want to take this chance to tell you that i still love you, perhaps. but i knew that i dreamt of you, so perhaps, i'm still having feelings for you. i just can't confirm how deep it is. perhaps, what's coming to us in the near future will prove everything. i just don't understand life. i miss hakim korkor and kaiyong gor gor ): i want to go school, curses to fever,cough,running nose ):
miss.sophis-ticated♥
Journal Entry Twenty-Six
good night miss sophis-ticated,
it's late at night. another 3o more mins or so before the clock strikes twelve and 14th is over. so many things happened and i can't imagine what's more coming in the near future. i just want to take this chance to tell you that i still love you, perhaps. but i knew that i dreamt of you, so perhaps, i'm still having feelings for you. i just can't confirm how deep it is. perhaps, what's coming to us in the near future will prove everything. i just don't understand life. i miss hakim korkor and kaiyong gor gor ): i want to go school, curses to fever,cough,running nose ):
miss.sophis-ticated♥
Journal Entry Twenty-Five / Wednesday, August 12, 2009 @ 9:54 PM
Journal Entry Twenty-Five
good night miss sophis-ticated,
damn it. my days are getting rougher these few days. recently lots of things happened, and i don't wish to pronounced it out. just now, mummy talked to me about blah blah blah. i don't want to say either. my mood now is not very good and i think i'm going to break down? i don't know, i don't break down easily as well. last night turns out to be a rough night but fun day. why? i did the shooting of the podcast yesterday. very fun :D . raynian and bryan and celine came over to my house and we shoot the scenes. had a hilarious time and we laughed our way through the podcast, and when they left my house was in a total mess -.-" anyway,somehow, the podcast might turn out to be something nice though (: after that, at night somethings happen and sms-ed halfway with raynian before falling asleep :P , don't blame me >< .
nothing is fine at all if you ask me.
miss.sophis-ticated♥
Journal Entry Twenty-Five
good night miss sophis-ticated,
damn it. my days are getting rougher these few days. recently lots of things happened, and i don't wish to pronounced it out. just now, mummy talked to me about blah blah blah. i don't want to say either. my mood now is not very good and i think i'm going to break down? i don't know, i don't break down easily as well. last night turns out to be a rough night but fun day. why? i did the shooting of the podcast yesterday. very fun :D . raynian and bryan and celine came over to my house and we shoot the scenes. had a hilarious time and we laughed our way through the podcast, and when they left my house was in a total mess -.-" anyway,somehow, the podcast might turn out to be something nice though (: after that, at night somethings happen and sms-ed halfway with raynian before falling asleep :P , don't blame me >< .
nothing is fine at all if you ask me.
miss.sophis-ticated♥
Journal Entry Twenty-Four / Monday, August 10, 2009 @ 6:39 PM
Journal Entry Twenty-Four
good evening miss sophis-ticated,
i don't feel right, not at all. even if how much anyone tells me to cheer up, i can't . i need cheryl's ears, i need her to hear my troubles. but i just don't feel right. i need her ): but what am i going to say? " oh, he doubted me." what can i say? he got every rights to doubt me anyway. just.. forget it should i say? maybe what "he" ( Note that the he here is a different person ) had said was true, he should not have agreed last time, he should not .. even how many " should not " they have now became " should ". oh boy, why is this all happening to me? and my mummy scolded me just now for not doing my exercise. oh whatever, it did not really bother me though.
what's life manzxzx.
miss.sophis-ticated♥
Journal Entry Twenty-Four
good evening miss sophis-ticated,
i don't feel right, not at all. even if how much anyone tells me to cheer up, i can't . i need cheryl's ears, i need her to hear my troubles. but i just don't feel right. i need her ): but what am i going to say? " oh, he doubted me." what can i say? he got every rights to doubt me anyway. just.. forget it should i say? maybe what "he" ( Note that the he here is a different person ) had said was true, he should not have agreed last time, he should not .. even how many " should not " they have now became " should ". oh boy, why is this all happening to me? and my mummy scolded me just now for not doing my exercise. oh whatever, it did not really bother me though.
what's life manzxzx.
miss.sophis-ticated♥
Journal Entry Twenty-Three / Sunday, August 9, 2009 @ 4:59 PM
Journal Entry Twenty-Three
good night miss sophis-ticated,
it's national day today. somethings happen and i'm rather not happy about it. don't ask me about it alright, i don't feel like even mentioning about it. anyway, happy national day. i don't feel like typing. i'm just so not in the mood.
miss.sophis-ticated♥
Journal Entry Twenty-Three
good night miss sophis-ticated,
it's national day today. somethings happen and i'm rather not happy about it. don't ask me about it alright, i don't feel like even mentioning about it. anyway, happy national day. i don't feel like typing. i'm just so not in the mood.
miss.sophis-ticated♥
Journal Entry Twenty-Two / Saturday, August 8, 2009 @ 9:47 PM
Journal Entry Twenty-Two
good night miss sophis-ticated
i'm back from my grand's celebration. seems like there's so much food i never eat. oh well, it's all seafood, since it's a seafood restaurant they call it. i can't eat seafood, because i'm supposed to eat plain and simple- by orders of accupuncturist. anyway, had a fun time there. my uncle was joking and we laughed at his actions. tomorrow is national day, and somehow i'm thinking of re-opening a private blog or something. but think think abit troublesome leh ;x
should i or should i not ?
Journal Entry Twenty-Two
good night miss sophis-ticated
i'm back from my grand's celebration. seems like there's so much food i never eat. oh well, it's all seafood, since it's a seafood restaurant they call it. i can't eat seafood, because i'm supposed to eat plain and simple- by orders of accupuncturist. anyway, had a fun time there. my uncle was joking and we laughed at his actions. tomorrow is national day, and somehow i'm thinking of re-opening a private blog or something. but think think abit troublesome leh ;x
should i or should i not ?
miss.sophis-ticated♥
i'm missing you this much.
Journal Entry Twenty-One / @ 1:16 PM
Journal Entry Twenty-One
good afternoon miss sophis-ticated,
I"m freaking upset now. Do you know this morning when i went to the accupunctrist, he said what? he said i freaking cannot carry any bag. and it's fking light, and i can't even carry. bullshit. now later when i going to my ah ma's birthday , i cannot carry my bag anymore. it totally ruin my desire outfit. shit. and my parents are being so paranoid. oh come on, it's not like i don't believe in these things, but , please luh. up to the extend of not allowing me to go out? she said: if you want to watch movie, i accompany you. i think no lar, ask daddy buy the cd when it comes out. and you cannot go out with your friends. 8 words : p-a-t-h-e-t-i-c.
i want to carry my bag to match the outfit i am wearing today. now , freaking hell. the hospistal doctor, the doctor that checks on me at the hospistal said i can carry weight already! and in what position can the fking accupunctrist say i cannot carry any weights? and she being the freaking hell paranoid, chosen to believe the accupunctrist then the doctor. i mean, she saw it for herself, how well i am progressing and she rather believe the bullshit accupunctrist than the doctor at the hospistal !? oh well, just fk off.
miss.sophis-ticated♥
you idiot,stupid,paranoid, woman
Journal Entry Twenty-One
good afternoon miss sophis-ticated,
I"m freaking upset now. Do you know this morning when i went to the accupunctrist, he said what? he said i freaking cannot carry any bag. and it's fking light, and i can't even carry. bullshit. now later when i going to my ah ma's birthday , i cannot carry my bag anymore. it totally ruin my desire outfit. shit. and my parents are being so paranoid. oh come on, it's not like i don't believe in these things, but , please luh. up to the extend of not allowing me to go out? she said: if you want to watch movie, i accompany you. i think no lar, ask daddy buy the cd when it comes out. and you cannot go out with your friends. 8 words : p-a-t-h-e-t-i-c.
i want to carry my bag to match the outfit i am wearing today. now , freaking hell. the hospistal doctor, the doctor that checks on me at the hospistal said i can carry weight already! and in what position can the fking accupunctrist say i cannot carry any weights? and she being the freaking hell paranoid, chosen to believe the accupunctrist then the doctor. i mean, she saw it for herself, how well i am progressing and she rather believe the bullshit accupunctrist than the doctor at the hospistal !? oh well, just fk off.
miss.sophis-ticated♥
you idiot,stupid,paranoid, woman
Journal Entry Twenty / Tuesday, August 4, 2009 @ 7:08 PM
Journal Entry Twenty
good evening miss sophis-ticated,
this morning went to school as per normal. i'm walking, mind you. so , waited for jasmine and weiwen to come, before we went to the courtyard to gather. morning gathering was hectic, as they was trying to arrange us according to friday's arrangement, for the national day parade cermony? my class is at 2nd level, and i need to climb the stairs. all right, it's still manageable, but i tried to climb as slowly as i could but it seems that i look so weird amongst the crowd, so i just went at normal pace? jasmine was like keep asking me "you can anot?" haha, typical jasmine, no wonder she's chorchor ( grandma ) ;x . after that, we had assembly and then went back to class for humanities. it was only then when mr arasu realised that i could stand up ;0. he told me to sit down though ; so kind of him. but i didn't sit down of course, i stood up and greeted him, well since i can greet, why not greet. ok, and then we had to join tables to had group discussion. and bryan and ernst was being totally hilarious, and i joked bout ernst being the reincarnation of ernst rohm. hoho , and before i even mentioned bout it, ernst stopped me by saying " i'm not the reincarnation ok " dhen i was like, "wow, he knew" . after that, went back for physics. boring lesson, shall skip. after that, was english. quite slacking, did some discussion also. After that was recess! after recess was totally funny. it goes like this, i went back to class and then i sit on my table. then , raynian came by. and he's being so funny uh. i totally forgotten he owed me 2$ and then he took my wallet and asked me, " i owe you how much uh" dhen i say " two dollars" . after that, he placed my wallet back on the table and gave me a two-dollar, and i took my wallet and realise a two-dollar note is missing. after that , i told him "oi ! that two-dollar is mine luh." dhen he say "nah, two-dollar, i return you the money" dhen i was like diao-ing him. dhen i took back my two-dollar and put out my hand " two-dollar please" and then he complained of saying that he owed me two-dollar and owe mr kheng ten-dollar, "i don't care" :D
after that he said that i'm his dog during secondary one. and i used to call him master ! i never alrights. dhen he anyhow say i go say"yes master" to him. dhen i was so pek chek and then i say " i never say master luh ! " dhen he like laughing over there .__.
maths was hectic, perspiring all over just doing problem sums. mrs seow is really a chiong-ster. she could do so many questions and i was so blur over there. ): bio was ok-ok , had a hard time, was freaking tired. after school lunch-ed in school before going home with cheryl lovely. of course, crapp-ed alot. :D
wen chou told me to buy him on friends for sale , which is that he's worth 72 million plus? i have no money. ernst told me to buy him, and my facebook now is lagging uh. before wen chou told me how much he is, i thought he's only worth of like 100,000 plus? opssie, wen chou is going to kill him so much for looking down on him. haha ;x
miss.sophis-ticated♥
crapp-ish talks
Journal Entry Twenty
good evening miss sophis-ticated,
this morning went to school as per normal. i'm walking, mind you. so , waited for jasmine and weiwen to come, before we went to the courtyard to gather. morning gathering was hectic, as they was trying to arrange us according to friday's arrangement, for the national day parade cermony? my class is at 2nd level, and i need to climb the stairs. all right, it's still manageable, but i tried to climb as slowly as i could but it seems that i look so weird amongst the crowd, so i just went at normal pace? jasmine was like keep asking me "you can anot?" haha, typical jasmine, no wonder she's chorchor ( grandma ) ;x . after that, we had assembly and then went back to class for humanities. it was only then when mr arasu realised that i could stand up ;0. he told me to sit down though ; so kind of him. but i didn't sit down of course, i stood up and greeted him, well since i can greet, why not greet. ok, and then we had to join tables to had group discussion. and bryan and ernst was being totally hilarious, and i joked bout ernst being the reincarnation of ernst rohm. hoho , and before i even mentioned bout it, ernst stopped me by saying " i'm not the reincarnation ok " dhen i was like, "wow, he knew" . after that, went back for physics. boring lesson, shall skip. after that, was english. quite slacking, did some discussion also. After that was recess! after recess was totally funny. it goes like this, i went back to class and then i sit on my table. then , raynian came by. and he's being so funny uh. i totally forgotten he owed me 2$ and then he took my wallet and asked me, " i owe you how much uh" dhen i say " two dollars" . after that, he placed my wallet back on the table and gave me a two-dollar, and i took my wallet and realise a two-dollar note is missing. after that , i told him "oi ! that two-dollar is mine luh." dhen he say "nah, two-dollar, i return you the money" dhen i was like diao-ing him. dhen i took back my two-dollar and put out my hand " two-dollar please" and then he complained of saying that he owed me two-dollar and owe mr kheng ten-dollar, "i don't care" :D
after that he said that i'm his dog during secondary one. and i used to call him master ! i never alrights. dhen he anyhow say i go say"yes master" to him. dhen i was so pek chek and then i say " i never say master luh ! " dhen he like laughing over there .__.
maths was hectic, perspiring all over just doing problem sums. mrs seow is really a chiong-ster. she could do so many questions and i was so blur over there. ): bio was ok-ok , had a hard time, was freaking tired. after school lunch-ed in school before going home with cheryl lovely. of course, crapp-ed alot. :D
wen chou told me to buy him on friends for sale , which is that he's worth 72 million plus? i have no money. ernst told me to buy him, and my facebook now is lagging uh. before wen chou told me how much he is, i thought he's only worth of like 100,000 plus? opssie, wen chou is going to kill him so much for looking down on him. haha ;x
miss.sophis-ticated♥
crapp-ish talks
Journal Entry Nineteen / Sunday, August 2, 2009 @ 8:46 PM
Journal Entry Nineteen
good night miss sophis-ticated
somehow, i'm worried for tomorrow's ST as well as my first day in school without wheelchair , after being injured. Somehow, i'm so afraid of those eyes that will looked at me or something. Somehow, i'm afraid of people's voices that will be saying about me. Somehow, i'm afraid of people's point of perspective towards me. I'm missing you, do you know that?
miss.sophis-ticated♥
i love you dearly
Journal Entry Nineteen
good night miss sophis-ticated
somehow, i'm worried for tomorrow's ST as well as my first day in school without wheelchair , after being injured. Somehow, i'm so afraid of those eyes that will looked at me or something. Somehow, i'm afraid of people's voices that will be saying about me. Somehow, i'm afraid of people's point of perspective towards me. I'm missing you, do you know that?
miss.sophis-ticated♥
i love you dearly
Journal Entry Eighteen / @ 1:43 PM
Journal Entry Eighteen
good afternoon miss sophis-ticated ,
gosh. I almost cried while viewing some people's blog . Suddenly, i feel so envious all of the sudden. I wonder what's wrong with me. I just don't understand me. They're them, i'm i, why can't i just stop comparing myself with them? Somehow, i feel like big statistic of electric curernt flowing within me, and it just don't know the limit of oneself. Can someone tell me what's wrong with myself ? What's wrong with me? I just don't understand myself. If everything is going back to where it was last year, will everything just be the same? Suddenly, i wonder, if everything changes.. if everything did not happen like it was suppose to be happen..
miss.sophis-ticated♥
if i was closer with them..
Journal Entry Eighteen
good afternoon miss sophis-ticated ,
gosh. I almost cried while viewing some people's blog . Suddenly, i feel so envious all of the sudden. I wonder what's wrong with me. I just don't understand me. They're them, i'm i, why can't i just stop comparing myself with them? Somehow, i feel like big statistic of electric curernt flowing within me, and it just don't know the limit of oneself. Can someone tell me what's wrong with myself ? What's wrong with me? I just don't understand myself. If everything is going back to where it was last year, will everything just be the same? Suddenly, i wonder, if everything changes.. if everything did not happen like it was suppose to be happen..
miss.sophis-ticated♥
if i was closer with them..
Journal Entry Seventeen / Saturday, August 1, 2009 @ 11:42 PM
Journal Entry Seventeen
good night miss sophis-ticated ,
I'm like finally done with the wiki site for our history project. Like finally ? Oh right, i'm suddenly feeling all so sad again once i'm done with my stuffs D: . Seriously, i just don't like this feeling . Oh my, there's tuition tomorrow, and i don't feel like having it . Gosh, i think i'm going to detests studies ? I don't think so, in fact i'm planning of doing my biography notes tomorrow. Oh great news , i'm not using wheelchair on monday . Accupuncture doctor say i can try without the wheelchair on monday , but if it starts to hurt, i'll be back on wheelchair on tuesday. Somehow , i'm worried for monday's ST. So scared that i will fail . Oh greats , i'm going very early on monday because daddy has a job. Probably reaching school at 7:30am or so . I guess i have to be alone or something . :0 i'm beat, sleeping soon . good night folks (:
miss.sophis-ticated♥
Journal Entry Seventeen
good night miss sophis-ticated ,
I'm like finally done with the wiki site for our history project. Like finally ? Oh right, i'm suddenly feeling all so sad again once i'm done with my stuffs D: . Seriously, i just don't like this feeling . Oh my, there's tuition tomorrow, and i don't feel like having it . Gosh, i think i'm going to detests studies ? I don't think so, in fact i'm planning of doing my biography notes tomorrow. Oh great news , i'm not using wheelchair on monday . Accupuncture doctor say i can try without the wheelchair on monday , but if it starts to hurt, i'll be back on wheelchair on tuesday. Somehow , i'm worried for monday's ST. So scared that i will fail . Oh greats , i'm going very early on monday because daddy has a job. Probably reaching school at 7:30am or so . I guess i have to be alone or something . :0 i'm beat, sleeping soon . good night folks (:
miss.sophis-ticated♥
Journal Entry Sixteen / @ 4:17 PM
Journal Entry Sixteen
good evening miss sophis-ticated,
It's saturday today . Yes , definately . I just came back from my appointment . We went out quite early and after the accupuncture , we went shopping and brought quite a number of stuffs . Somehow , i was being envy of something going around lately . Well , probably just a mind set of stuffs . But anyway , i'm not suitable for that kind of stuffs as well since i'm someone who mixed around , without quite a fixed group rather . Create one myself ? I don't like it either . I don't like to be the one who initiates , but rather being invited . I think nobody will understand this type , perhaps only one particular person . Somehow , enviness is overwhelming me as i thought , what if last year , everything turns out to be different ?
miss.sophis-ticated♥
Journal Entry Sixteen
good evening miss sophis-ticated,
It's saturday today . Yes , definately . I just came back from my appointment . We went out quite early and after the accupuncture , we went shopping and brought quite a number of stuffs . Somehow , i was being envy of something going around lately . Well , probably just a mind set of stuffs . But anyway , i'm not suitable for that kind of stuffs as well since i'm someone who mixed around , without quite a fixed group rather . Create one myself ? I don't like it either . I don't like to be the one who initiates , but rather being invited . I think nobody will understand this type , perhaps only one particular person . Somehow , enviness is overwhelming me as i thought , what if last year , everything turns out to be different ?
miss.sophis-ticated♥
