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CHRISTABEL YAP
Nineteen. Currently residing in the Singapore. I enjoy jpop and anime. I'm not the nicest person on earth, but I'm a lot of fun.
@flavors.me
A little love I had for you remains. Whatever it meant to be disappeared,
should just go away. And now, all I wanted is actually his little attention to me.
Just a small little attention will do, show me that i am important to you.
just another day / too young to realise / belated birthday post + outing / happy birthday to the boy / outing with mum / outing / second last day / ..... / workkkk! / cny - day one /
July 2009 August 2009 September 2009 October 2009 November 2009 December 2009 January 2010 February 2010 March 2010 June 2010 October 2010 November 2010 December 2010 January 2011 February 2011 March 2011 April 2011 May 2011 June 2011 July 2011 August 2011 September 2011 October 2011 November 2011 December 2011 January 2012 February 2012 March 2012 April 2012 May 2012 June 2012 July 2012 September 2012 October 2012 February 2013 March 2013 April 2013 October 2013
truth reveals, / Saturday, April 16, 2011 @ 11:56 PM
HELL YEAH, FINALLY I KNOW
so, midnight, i send a confession to him, and i waited for his reply. morning, 8 plus, i woke up and checked my phone and his reply ain't back, so i went back to sleep, hopefully the next time i woke up, his reply will be in my phone already. and then, when i woke up the next time, which was around 9 plus, his reply was not back in. i went back to sleep and woke up again at 10 plus, still not in, i went back to sleep and woke up at 11 plus, and i finally decided to message him to make sure he did received my message.
and .. he replied. when i saw his name appeared in front of my phone, i was like, "OMG, HE REPLIED," and i was hesitating whether or not should i read, or just leave it. i leave it for awhile, and went outside to get some water, with my heart thumping inside.
i came back, and decided to read it. okay, the fact is i know that he will reject, because i know he had someone he liked already, and i know that it's impossible he'll like me since i'm so much a not his type girl i suppose? but hell, my heart was like, freaking pain when i saw it. i was so serious about him, and even if i know he had someone he like, i went ahead and confess to him, which i think... it's so... funny. under normal circumstances, people won't confess right? but i just wanted him to know my feelings for him that's all.
it sounded cheesy, but i told him that i just wanted him to be happy. that's all i wished for.
we're still friends, right, tetsu?
onwards! went out for lunch with yumi and her boyfriend, and eddie! :D when we were at basement, yumi was like holding my hand, then i let go and told her to walk ahead, because i'll hold onto eddie's instead, den i went hooking onto eddie arm XD. yumi gave the, whatever eye roll and went in front of us. that part was hilarious, and me and eddie just can't stop laughing behind! went food court for lunch, and after yumi and boyfriend left, me and eddie then headed to minitoons, and then i headed down to his house to teach him maths and i helped him with english! i felt accomplished! we talked alot, and i really missed the times when we were in school going wild by chatting non-stop! and then he accompanied me back to compass point as i needed to buy something, and we bought a 'couple' earpiece! it's the same earpiece but different color that's all~
and then we walked all the way to my bus stop before i went home :D
we should take more photos next time eddie laoren! :D
I HAD MISSED YOU SO MUCH LAOREN :D
HELL YEAH, FINALLY I KNOW
so, midnight, i send a confession to him, and i waited for his reply. morning, 8 plus, i woke up and checked my phone and his reply ain't back, so i went back to sleep, hopefully the next time i woke up, his reply will be in my phone already. and then, when i woke up the next time, which was around 9 plus, his reply was not back in. i went back to sleep and woke up again at 10 plus, still not in, i went back to sleep and woke up at 11 plus, and i finally decided to message him to make sure he did received my message.
and .. he replied. when i saw his name appeared in front of my phone, i was like, "OMG, HE REPLIED," and i was hesitating whether or not should i read, or just leave it. i leave it for awhile, and went outside to get some water, with my heart thumping inside.
i came back, and decided to read it. okay, the fact is i know that he will reject, because i know he had someone he liked already, and i know that it's impossible he'll like me
it sounded cheesy, but i told him that i just wanted him to be happy. that's all i wished for.
we're still friends, right, tetsu?
onwards! went out for lunch with yumi and her boyfriend, and eddie! :D when we were at basement, yumi was like holding my hand, then i let go and told her to walk ahead, because i'll hold onto eddie's instead, den i went hooking onto eddie arm XD. yumi gave the, whatever eye roll and went in front of us. that part was hilarious, and me and eddie just can't stop laughing behind! went food court for lunch, and after yumi and boyfriend left, me and eddie then headed to minitoons, and then i headed down to his house to teach him maths and i helped him with english! i felt accomplished! we talked alot, and i really missed the times when we were in school going wild by chatting non-stop! and then he accompanied me back to compass point as i needed to buy something, and we bought a 'couple' earpiece! it's the same earpiece but different color that's all~
and then we walked all the way to my bus stop before i went home :D
we should take more photos next time eddie laoren! :D
I HAD MISSED YOU SO MUCH LAOREN :D
gosh, damn it / Thursday, April 14, 2011 @ 10:36 PM
WHY?
i feel like because of tetsu's problems, i've been drifting away far from my fandom, and going back into reality soon. I don't want this to happen, i don't want everything to end just like that.
I feel like you're going away far, and the topics you're talking i just don't know what to answer D: the fact is, i feeeeeel so jealous of your friends that they can be with you, and that they can like be with you .__. when you said you're meeting your old friends, i am so freaking jealous.friend complex
this sounds like a girlfriend jealous of a boyfriend but it's not D:
i'm not lesbian
it's not your fault that you didn't reply my smses (actually i don't even know if you're saying about me) but then, is just that i nowadays is going back to reality and then, i don't even know what i should do now D:
RIKO-CHAN, GOMENASAI NE ):
WHY?
i feel like because of tetsu's problems, i've been drifting away far from my fandom, and going back into reality soon. I don't want this to happen, i don't want everything to end just like that.
I feel like you're going away far, and the topics you're talking i just don't know what to answer D: the fact is, i feeeeeel so jealous of your friends that they can be with you, and that they can like be with you .__. when you said you're meeting your old friends, i am so freaking jealous.
this sounds like a girlfriend jealous of a boyfriend but it's not D:
it's not your fault that you didn't reply my smses (actually i don't even know if you're saying about me) but then, is just that i nowadays is going back to reality and then, i don't even know what i should do now D:
RIKO-CHAN, GOMENASAI NE ):
no regret, / @ 3:04 PM
LIVE WITH NO REGRET
i don't want to make myself regret, so i'm making sure that my feelings get across to him safely. Even if he rejects, I'm fine with it, because I just want him to know that I like him.
I'm ready to accept any kind of rejection, because afterall, I must be strong, once I confessed, I'll move on. Because to him, I'm serious. Because I think he's really worth it.
I don't want to be a trouble to him, so I'll just confess, and ask if we can still be friends. I MUST NOT trouble him.
please, just get that stupid tiny hope out of me, because it's tearing me inside out
LIVE WITH NO REGRET
i don't want to make myself regret, so i'm making sure that my feelings get across to him safely. Even if he rejects, I'm fine with it, because I just want him to know that I like him.
I'm ready to accept any kind of rejection, because afterall, I must be strong, once I confessed, I'll move on. Because to him, I'm serious. Because I think he's really worth it.
I don't want to be a trouble to him, so I'll just confess, and ask if we can still be friends. I MUST NOT trouble him.
sick, / Tuesday, April 12, 2011 @ 11:21 AM
AWFULLY SICK
omg, i am like officially having a super bad cough, and then running nose. since when was the last time i got this sick? i think it have been ages. (T_T) have i overwork myself?
was actually going out with nadzirah and raiyan, but i think it's going to be cancelled because of me. damn, i will definitely arranged another outing. no need to be so NICE, just a dinner together or something will do. so sorry guys D:
going to take medicine and rest up at home the whole day. hope that i will be recovering soon enough for my orientation this friday! /prays hard.
/end of rants
AWFULLY SICK
omg, i am like officially having a super bad cough, and then running nose. since when was the last time i got this sick? i think it have been ages. (T_T) have i overwork myself?
was actually going out with nadzirah and raiyan, but i think it's going to be cancelled because of me. damn, i will definitely arranged another outing. no need to be so NICE, just a dinner together or something will do. so sorry guys D:
going to take medicine and rest up at home the whole day. hope that i will be recovering soon enough for my orientation this friday! /prays hard.
/end of rants
we're the same, / Monday, April 11, 2011 @ 10:51 PM
WATASHI TACHI ONAGI DESU.
(we're the same)
omg, i can't believe how similar we are. it's like everything is the samelike destined okay, i'm crapping again, what's with the fairytale like belief ?!
out with jasmine today, and we shopped for many things! i bought tops and shoes and skirt (like a miracle?!) and i got sick .__. like cough and flu? T_T
okay, i don't really have the mood to type blog! and i ranted to jasmine about certain person! and she was like, don't care don't care. and she ranted to me about certain person, and i went don't care don't care as well XD
my timetable for polytechnic is out! monday is hectic because it's only one hour of lesson! friday i need to go like freaking early .__. (not as early as my sister though) but it's kind of fun! looking forward to my orientation as well as school week 8D
going out tomorrow with nadzirah! i'm so going to wear my heels! like freaking awesome? XD we're going movie! and then and then, it's walking around, and then home sweet home tomorrow! so going to take photos tomorrow like awesome and hope that idiot doesn't provoke me again
just kidding!
/end of rants
WATASHI TACHI ONAGI DESU.
(we're the same)
omg, i can't believe how similar we are. it's like everything is the same
out with jasmine today, and we shopped for many things! i bought tops and shoes and skirt (like a miracle?!) and i got sick .__. like cough and flu? T_T
okay, i don't really have the mood to type blog! and i ranted to jasmine about certain person! and she was like, don't care don't care. and she ranted to me about certain person, and i went don't care don't care as well XD
my timetable for polytechnic is out! monday is hectic because it's only one hour of lesson! friday i need to go like freaking early .__. (not as early as my sister though) but it's kind of fun! looking forward to my orientation as well as school week 8D
going out tomorrow with nadzirah! i'm so going to wear my heels! like freaking awesome? XD we're going movie! and then and then, it's walking around, and then home sweet home tomorrow! so going to take photos tomorrow like awesome
just kidding!
/end of rants
the biasness came in, / Saturday, April 9, 2011 @ 11:14 AM
FMS, WE ROCKS :D
just back from my camp, and it was seriously like a hell fun!maybe exclude that there isn't any of my DVFX freshies i've known, first day we had the bonding games, and then it was water games! the water games, i swear was super fun! and then we had to remember everybody's name. I could remember almost everybody's (except for chinese) i'm bad at chinese names..! then we had our cheer! my team was the red team, so we were the avengers! and then, my tribe chief leader was awesome, he was so fun, and then he was like leading so well! after playing all the water games, it was dinner time, and then there was this screening of the "movie" our senior made. after that, was reporting back to the loft to have our shower and stuffs, and we stayed up late to celebrate sya's birthday! happy birthday girl!
after that, we went ahead to fiddle with our SL(louise's) macbook, and we use the photobooth to take random photos of our group (spiderman!) after that, we took a video, and then surprise out SL with it! they were like so touched with our videos, and the next day, our group become so well known among the tribe.
second day was water games again! it was uberly fun, i could swear that ! :D after that, we went ahead and had our lunch, and then it was the mass dance as well. i dance till my legs ache. I can't even climb the steps and needed help .__. after that, NIGHT CLUBBING! i shouted till like a crazy woman. we were cheering, and avengers got the award of the wildest team! 8D
we danced the mass dance first, and what follows was clubbing. during the sl performance, i was dragged out and falled down. now my leg have bruise but luckily it's nothing serious~
wow, we did hip dance, and butt shaking XD , it was seriously very cool, and after this camp, the whole of red team become really open ;x
work started two days ago! and i took mc one day after my camp really can't make it i'm still limping now, but it's seriously so much better than the previous days! hope my leg will recover by monday, and i'll go out shopping! i bought a white canvas shoe from john little! i'll wear it on monday, i swear i will 8D
FMS OEI!
Vroom~
FMS OEI!
Vrooms, vrooms~
FMS OEI!
Vroom ah ah ah~ vroom ah ah ah~ vroom ah ah ah~
SUA!
5 6 7 8
FMS number 1, don't believe, you kuku, i say you say i say i say you say i say
FMS number 2, you believe you kuku, i say you say i say i say you say i say
FMS number 1, you believe, very good, i say you say i say i say you say i say i say you say i say
SUA!
5 6 7 8
WE ARE THE BEST!
NGEE ANN FILM, MEDIA STUDIES, WE ROCK LIKE HELL 8D
I'm missing you like shit, why aren't you replying my messages?!
FMS, WE ROCKS :D
just back from my camp, and it was seriously like a hell fun!
after that, we went ahead to fiddle with our SL(louise's) macbook, and we use the photobooth to take random photos of our group (spiderman!) after that, we took a video, and then surprise out SL with it! they were like so touched with our videos, and the next day, our group become so well known among the tribe.
second day was water games again! it was uberly fun, i could swear that ! :D after that, we went ahead and had our lunch, and then it was the mass dance as well. i dance till my legs ache. I can't even climb the steps and needed help .__. after that, NIGHT CLUBBING! i shouted till like a crazy woman. we were cheering, and avengers got the award of the wildest team! 8D
we danced the mass dance first, and what follows was clubbing. during the sl performance, i was dragged out and falled down. now my leg have bruise but luckily it's nothing serious~
wow, we did hip dance, and butt shaking XD , it was seriously very cool, and after this camp, the whole of red team become really open ;x
work started two days ago! and i took mc one day after my camp
FMS OEI!
Vroom~
FMS OEI!
Vrooms, vrooms~
FMS OEI!
Vroom ah ah ah~ vroom ah ah ah~ vroom ah ah ah~
SUA!
5 6 7 8
FMS number 1, don't believe, you kuku, i say you say i say i say you say i say
FMS number 2, you believe you kuku, i say you say i say i say you say i say
FMS number 1, you believe, very good, i say you say i say i say you say i say i say you say i say
SUA!
5 6 7 8
WE ARE THE BEST!
NGEE ANN FILM, MEDIA STUDIES, WE ROCK LIKE HELL 8D
seventeen, / Friday, April 1, 2011 @ 10:54 AM
OFFICIALLY SEVENTEEN.
I'm officially 17 now! 8D omg, didn't get to update my blog yesterday since i got home rather late and i was flailing away with abby-chan on MSN 8D I love her so much for posting that post to me on my birthday! and it was like dedicated to me! maybe i'm going to demand a fanfiction from her 8D !i'm a sadistic
had a blast yesterday! went out shopping/sakae sushi with yumi!excluding the fact she once in-awhile talk on the phone with her boyfriend and then she treated me 8D! after that, went to suntec to get my iphone sticker onto my iphone! and it looks seriously awesome now! i mean, really awesome! :D and then, i mrt-ed back to her house, and wanted to get the present from her, which i have forgotten ! (she'll need to come down to my workplace and find me already!) and then, after that i went to find my riko husbando! passed her the framed up name and then she accompanied me to bus stop before i bus down to hougang mall to eat with jasmine and my didi! :D
didi treated me pizza hut!! 8D , omg, that was delicious and i ended up eating two servings of ice creamblame him for getting sick and can't eat and pushing it to jasmine who doesn't want and ended up me eating it and then i was like shivering, and we went ntuc! i bought yakult! i should drink it later, and bus-ed home with didi again 8D .
work later! i am now freaking out because i've totally forgotten how does the machine works. please not to forget it have been months since i worked as a cashier. ok, literally about two months! hope i can remember, and not screw it up later! .__.
weibin said it was fun there, and he's off today! i wonder if raiyan is going to eat dinner with me (.__.) i'll just contact him! maybe i'll ask greyton along (the promoter) :D
going off in just a few more hours! hope work goes smoothly today! 8D
hope i'll enjoy myself there
fyi, kimi ni todoke is one freaking nice anime!i want a boyfriend like kazehaya as well ! okay, im dreaming~ but kazehaya and sawako is really the best pairing ever! that includes maid-sama the usui and misaki! :D omg, kazehaya and sawako is so cute together, and i went all fluffy imagining them! i was smiling to the screen when they were like red in face! i love it when kazehaya went all embarrassed ! /heart heart
on the side note,
it's 1st april, so it's OKAMOTO KEITO'S BIRTHDAY 8D
happy birthday to that freaking awesome and professional english speaker of hey say jump 8D
he's 18 :D
he's not really my favourite but i don't dislike him either 8D
(i think he's ranked 6 or so in my list? XD)
1. Chinen Yuri ! 2.Arioka Daiki! 3.Morimoto Ryutaro 4.Yabu Kota 5.Yaotome Hikaru 6.Okamoto Keito 7.Inoo Kei 8.Yamada Ryousuke :x 9.Nakajima Yuto 10.Takaki Yuya
/whacked. i swear riko is going to kill me if she sees this. she'll go , NOOOOOO! WHY MY YUYAN ;A;
/get ready to be whacked by riko
/end of rants
OFFICIALLY SEVENTEEN.
I'm officially 17 now! 8D omg, didn't get to update my blog yesterday since i got home rather late and i was flailing away with abby-chan on MSN 8D I love her so much for posting that post to me on my birthday! and it was like dedicated to me! maybe i'm going to demand a fanfiction from her 8D !
had a blast yesterday! went out shopping/sakae sushi with yumi!
didi treated me pizza hut!! 8D , omg, that was delicious and i ended up eating two servings of ice cream
work later! i am now freaking out because i've totally forgotten how does the machine works. please not to forget it have been months since i worked as a cashier. ok, literally about two months! hope i can remember, and not screw it up later! .__.
weibin said it was fun there, and he's off today! i wonder if raiyan is going to eat dinner with me (.__.) i'll just contact him! maybe i'll ask greyton along (the promoter) :D
going off in just a few more hours! hope work goes smoothly today! 8D
fyi, kimi ni todoke is one freaking nice anime!
on the side note,
it's 1st april, so it's OKAMOTO KEITO'S BIRTHDAY 8D
happy birthday to that freaking awesome and professional english speaker of hey say jump 8D
he's 18 :D
he's not really my favourite but i don't dislike him either 8D
(i think he's ranked 6 or so in my list? XD)
1. Chinen Yuri ! 2.Arioka Daiki! 3.Morimoto Ryutaro 4.Yabu Kota 5.Yaotome Hikaru 6.Okamoto Keito 7.Inoo Kei 8.Yamada Ryousuke :x 9.Nakajima Yuto 10.Takaki Yuya
/whacked. i swear riko is going to kill me if she sees this. she'll go , NOOOOOO! WHY MY YUYAN ;A;
/end of rants
