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CHRISTABEL YAP
Nineteen. Currently residing in the Singapore. I enjoy jpop and anime. I'm not the nicest person on earth, but I'm a lot of fun.
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A little love I had for you remains. Whatever it meant to be disappeared,
should just go away. And now, all I wanted is actually his little attention to me.
Just a small little attention will do, show me that i am important to you.
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Heart wrecker / Friday, November 19, 2010 @ 11:26 PM
Title: Heart wrecker
Genre: Angst
Rating: Pg-16 *for angst scenes*
Disclaimer: I don't own anything, except for the storyline. It's fiction or non-fiction, you can decide that yourself (:
Naturally, prom night should be something EVERYBODY enjoys in. When I arrived, i saw how good-looking you've, how nicely worn. I thought I should you know, like say you look good. But I didn't know what to do. I wanted to catch your attention, and I felt silly. Slowly, I just merged into the crowd, and slowly observed you right from where i was seating.
It was probably during the middle of the night, that I was to change seat. From my new seat, my vision towards you was just parallel. Did you noticed that? You didn't.
I wasn't really going to say much here, I was just wanting to tell you that, all i minded was you. I was trying to catch your attention this night. You know, was it a hallucination? I caught you looking at me, i feel like my heart was about to burst out. I felt like, I could just run to you, and say can we get back together?
When I heard your dance partner, my world nearly collapsed on me. It was as if like the clouds clouding up me, it was as if a hurricane rushing towards my direction, it was as if myself dropping down into the deep and dark abys. It was that terrible, and pain, and hurtful.
I know she's not your girlfriend, but sometimes, people just do thinks otherwise. I would hope I am not that people, but sadly to say, I'm one of them. I looked at how she linked your hand into your arms, and i saw how.. you smile towards her.
Am I silly? I feel myself so silly, crazy over someone like you..
I didn't want to leave, because I didn't want to stop seeing you. I didn't want to leave, because I know I still love you. But, there's always goodbye, and this is probably the last time I'll officially see you, or should i say, the second last time.
I'm envious when my friends got the people they like looking at them. I'm envious, you're once mine, yet you're not. I'm envious, because your eyes no longer holds me anymore. My heart breaks when I see you..
And right now, I was tearing, as I see your picture on my screen. I feel like bursting into thousands and thousands of water buckets out. But... can i?
Heart wrecker of my heart, please continue to wreck my heart inside and out, and kindly leave.
It's enough hurting me, it's enough.
I can't take it any longer. I'm always pretending like nothing happened, and it's fine, and that I'm not affected.
Who am I lieing to?
Title: Heart wrecker
Genre: Angst
Rating: Pg-16 *for angst scenes*
Disclaimer: I don't own anything, except for the storyline. It's fiction or non-fiction, you can decide that yourself (:
Naturally, prom night should be something EVERYBODY enjoys in. When I arrived, i saw how good-looking you've, how nicely worn. I thought I should you know, like say you look good. But I didn't know what to do. I wanted to catch your attention, and I felt silly. Slowly, I just merged into the crowd, and slowly observed you right from where i was seating.
It was probably during the middle of the night, that I was to change seat. From my new seat, my vision towards you was just parallel. Did you noticed that? You didn't.
I wasn't really going to say much here, I was just wanting to tell you that, all i minded was you. I was trying to catch your attention this night. You know, was it a hallucination? I caught you looking at me, i feel like my heart was about to burst out. I felt like, I could just run to you, and say can we get back together?
When I heard your dance partner, my world nearly collapsed on me. It was as if like the clouds clouding up me, it was as if a hurricane rushing towards my direction, it was as if myself dropping down into the deep and dark abys. It was that terrible, and pain, and hurtful.
I know she's not your girlfriend, but sometimes, people just do thinks otherwise. I would hope I am not that people, but sadly to say, I'm one of them. I looked at how she linked your hand into your arms, and i saw how.. you smile towards her.
Am I silly? I feel myself so silly, crazy over someone like you..
I didn't want to leave, because I didn't want to stop seeing you. I didn't want to leave, because I know I still love you. But, there's always goodbye, and this is probably the last time I'll officially see you, or should i say, the second last time.
I'm envious when my friends got the people they like looking at them. I'm envious, you're once mine, yet you're not. I'm envious, because your eyes no longer holds me anymore. My heart breaks when I see you..
And right now, I was tearing, as I see your picture on my screen. I feel like bursting into thousands and thousands of water buckets out. But... can i?
Heart wrecker of my heart, please continue to wreck my heart inside and out, and kindly leave.
It's enough hurting me, it's enough.
I can't take it any longer. I'm always pretending like nothing happened, and it's fine, and that I'm not affected.
Who am I lieing to?
