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CHRISTABEL YAP
Nineteen. Currently residing in the Singapore. I enjoy jpop and anime. I'm not the nicest person on earth, but I'm a lot of fun.
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A little love I had for you remains. Whatever it meant to be disappeared,
should just go away. And now, all I wanted is actually his little attention to me.
Just a small little attention will do, show me that i am important to you.
night walk, bright day / life is the path we walk everyday / sorry to you. / happy anniversary / shashin no egao . / i've loved you so long.. / you're always there, right? / friends are colors, that lit up your life / Journal Entry Sixty-Three / Journal Entry Sixty-Two /
Prolonged / Friday, October 1, 2010 @ 7:43 PM
Hello, being a long long time since i last blog. Recently, many things have happened. I think i should just type a little story i have in mind :D
Title: Why?
Genre: Romance, Angst
Rating: PG-12
Author's Note: Short short short story :), read between the stories, if you know me well, you'll know what i am typing about :D
I was looking out of the window when i was in the bus. As i was tired, i slowly shut my eyes, memories came flooding back to me, like whirlpool. No, hurricane would be a better word.
There was the time when he came towards me, and gave me a 'Times-out' Chocolate. The blue wrapper, and the sound of the morning bell was still could be heard clearly in my ears. The noises coming from the canteen, his friend's eyes, and smirks. It's obvious what his friends were thinking, I shrugged it off. Childish.
There was the time when we sat outside the chairs and tables outside our school canteen. We were chatting so happily. His friends came by, and they knew by then that something fishy was going on. Childish.
There was the time.. There was a time? Oh, I see. It's past. Everything that these happened are in the past. The past could not be returned, and i could never have a time machine and go back into the past. Is there?
"I'll wear it on for you after the major examinations are over, I promise." His voice lingered inside my ear. As i crouched on the sofa, tears were welling inside my eyes, as i grabbed tightly onto the ring that was hocked up inside a necklace chain, on my neck.
"Huh, so much for your promises."
I gazed outside the window, the night sky was falling. The dark clouds were looming past the sky, covering up every single stars that are visible. Slowly, that incident came back into my mind.
It was a class chalet. Everybody was looking forward to it, of course, me as well. But, not to that extent. It was rather an un-forwarding event, it was supposed to be a 'break-up' day, is that what you called it? If i have insisted, and never asked for forgiveness after that day, will we still be together?
"I hope that i will continue to be your valentine for Year 2010, 2011 and so on.." the message that he wrote appeared in my mind. Why? Why are you backing out now? Why didn't you keep your promise, and let me be the one who continued to stay beside you? It has being so long, so long till i have lost count that the love for you, was so wide, and so.. magical.
I walked out of the streets, the cold wind, bringing along the leaves scattered on the ground. Sorrow engulfed me, as i crumbled down onto the streets.
"Why...? Why did you leave me..?" I cried, clutching tightly onto the ring on my neck. With the strengths i left, i went to the place where he left me. I stared at the road, that awful scenario flashed in my head like a broken video recorder.
Why?
Hello, being a long long time since i last blog. Recently, many things have happened. I think i should just type a little story i have in mind :D
Title: Why?
Genre: Romance, Angst
Rating: PG-12
Author's Note: Short short short story :), read between the stories, if you know me well, you'll know what i am typing about :D
I was looking out of the window when i was in the bus. As i was tired, i slowly shut my eyes, memories came flooding back to me, like whirlpool. No, hurricane would be a better word.
There was the time when he came towards me, and gave me a 'Times-out' Chocolate. The blue wrapper, and the sound of the morning bell was still could be heard clearly in my ears. The noises coming from the canteen, his friend's eyes, and smirks. It's obvious what his friends were thinking, I shrugged it off. Childish.
There was the time when we sat outside the chairs and tables outside our school canteen. We were chatting so happily. His friends came by, and they knew by then that something fishy was going on. Childish.
There was the time.. There was a time? Oh, I see. It's past. Everything that these happened are in the past. The past could not be returned, and i could never have a time machine and go back into the past. Is there?
"I'll wear it on for you after the major examinations are over, I promise." His voice lingered inside my ear. As i crouched on the sofa, tears were welling inside my eyes, as i grabbed tightly onto the ring that was hocked up inside a necklace chain, on my neck.
"Huh, so much for your promises."
I gazed outside the window, the night sky was falling. The dark clouds were looming past the sky, covering up every single stars that are visible. Slowly, that incident came back into my mind.
It was a class chalet. Everybody was looking forward to it, of course, me as well. But, not to that extent. It was rather an un-forwarding event, it was supposed to be a 'break-up' day, is that what you called it? If i have insisted, and never asked for forgiveness after that day, will we still be together?
"I hope that i will continue to be your valentine for Year 2010, 2011 and so on.." the message that he wrote appeared in my mind. Why? Why are you backing out now? Why didn't you keep your promise, and let me be the one who continued to stay beside you? It has being so long, so long till i have lost count that the love for you, was so wide, and so.. magical.
I walked out of the streets, the cold wind, bringing along the leaves scattered on the ground. Sorrow engulfed me, as i crumbled down onto the streets.
"Why...? Why did you leave me..?" I cried, clutching tightly onto the ring on my neck. With the strengths i left, i went to the place where he left me. I stared at the road, that awful scenario flashed in my head like a broken video recorder.
Why?
