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CHRISTABEL YAP
Nineteen. Currently residing in the Singapore. I enjoy jpop and anime. I'm not the nicest person on earth, but I'm a lot of fun.
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A little love I had for you remains. Whatever it meant to be disappeared,
should just go away. And now, all I wanted is actually his little attention to me.
Just a small little attention will do, show me that i am important to you.
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cough cough cough / Saturday, July 7, 2012 @ 11:09 PM
Been sick for a few days already and I am not recovering. I hate it when I am sick. Damn it.
emotic song playing on my macbook right now, and wild thoughts are playing through my mind. I suddenly remembered what that person told me last time. 'I can't leave you alone, cause when you're alone, you're always thinking weird stuffs. Must be thinking if we're not going to be together anymore again right?'
Those words etched into my heart. But this time, I am alone, but I don't think think about that sentence he said. I wondered what will it be.
'I have died everyday, waiting for you. Darling don't be afraid, I have loved you for a thousand years, I love you for a thousand years'
I am thinking through the words you said, the words you implanted into my head. I wonder if I am important to you, I wonder if I ever matter.
I always told myself not to trust anyone anymore but somehow when it comes to you, it just feels different. I didn't want to be different, I didn't want to feel the same either. I am scared that one day I'll not see you by my side, and maybe one day you'll leave me here. I am trusting myself not to, but I am also having a slight doubt in me as well.
I wonder why are you that important to me. Before I know it, you are already so important to me to the point that I don't want to let you go. My heart is always racing when I am with you, my heart is always.... palpitating when you're near me.
Someone tell me, what should I do to stop this?
I don't want to fall deep because I am scared of hurting. If I fall once again, let myself be free once again, this time, will you promise me to catch me, and never let me go?
Been sick for a few days already and I am not recovering. I hate it when I am sick. Damn it.
emotic song playing on my macbook right now, and wild thoughts are playing through my mind. I suddenly remembered what that person told me last time. 'I can't leave you alone, cause when you're alone, you're always thinking weird stuffs. Must be thinking if we're not going to be together anymore again right?'
Those words etched into my heart. But this time, I am alone, but I don't think think about that sentence he said. I wondered what will it be.
'I have died everyday, waiting for you. Darling don't be afraid, I have loved you for a thousand years, I love you for a thousand years'
I am thinking through the words you said, the words you implanted into my head. I wonder if I am important to you, I wonder if I ever matter.
I always told myself not to trust anyone anymore but somehow when it comes to you, it just feels different. I didn't want to be different, I didn't want to feel the same either. I am scared that one day I'll not see you by my side, and maybe one day you'll leave me here. I am trusting myself not to, but I am also having a slight doubt in me as well.
I wonder why are you that important to me. Before I know it, you are already so important to me to the point that I don't want to let you go. My heart is always racing when I am with you, my heart is always.... palpitating when you're near me.
Someone tell me, what should I do to stop this?
I don't want to fall deep because I am scared of hurting. If I fall once again, let myself be free once again, this time, will you promise me to catch me, and never let me go?
