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CHRISTABEL YAP
Nineteen. Currently residing in the Singapore. I enjoy jpop and anime. I'm not the nicest person on earth, but I'm a lot of fun.
@flavors.me
A little love I had for you remains. Whatever it meant to be disappeared,
should just go away. And now, all I wanted is actually his little attention to me.
Just a small little attention will do, show me that i am important to you.
-- / list of actors/actress i loved (out of JE) / oh-eighteen / birthday party / - / NOOOO! / no sense post / school started / omg / Not-so-perfect-monday /
It's a war. / Thursday, April 19, 2012 @ 10:49 PM
It's like reality setting in, works and projects coming in. Tons of shits coming into my life that I don't even have the time to absorb everything.
Just one thing to get it out, environment changes people.
It sounds like I'm making an excuse, but I really feel that way. Sometimes, somethings can't be helped, and this make people to change. They've no choice. They are given no choice.
Some people are just so plain...... (----) that they don't even know what they're doing are actually just extra, and redundant, and not sensible. Hello, use your brain. Even if you don't mean it, you are actually sending off the signal that you mean that way you know.
A mask over your face. That's what I learnt. I can't wait to graduate, everything is just pouring onto me and I have no time, no time to comprehend such situation that's happening to me.
Quietly, I just turn and leave.
'With the petals slowly falling off, the haste in my steps lessen down as I looked up to the sky, while I held back my tears,'
'How long more am I going to bear? Bear till this summer, spring, autumn, winter is over? And then it's another year. And right after that, the next four seasons passes by quickly, and I'm done with it,'
It's like a ball, a masquerade.
With all the people having the masks on, I can't identify any single one of them, but yet I know that everybody is having a mask. It's scary, and I don't even recognize any one of them. I'll never know who they really are, until this masquerade is over.
So afraid of the daggers, swords, or hidden guns beneath that thick cloth that are worn over on the guests' bodies. So afraid of some shooting arrows, or bombs coming towards this place.
It's a war.
It was a rush, what a rush,'cause the possibility that you would ever feel the same way about me
It's like reality setting in, works and projects coming in. Tons of shits coming into my life that I don't even have the time to absorb everything.
Just one thing to get it out, environment changes people.
It sounds like I'm making an excuse, but I really feel that way. Sometimes, somethings can't be helped, and this make people to change. They've no choice. They are given no choice.
Some people are just so plain...... (----) that they don't even know what they're doing are actually just extra, and redundant, and not sensible. Hello, use your brain. Even if you don't mean it, you are actually sending off the signal that you mean that way you know.
A mask over your face. That's what I learnt. I can't wait to graduate, everything is just pouring onto me and I have no time, no time to comprehend such situation that's happening to me.
Quietly, I just turn and leave.
'With the petals slowly falling off, the haste in my steps lessen down as I looked up to the sky, while I held back my tears,'
'How long more am I going to bear? Bear till this summer, spring, autumn, winter is over? And then it's another year. And right after that, the next four seasons passes by quickly, and I'm done with it,'
It's like a ball, a masquerade.
With all the people having the masks on, I can't identify any single one of them, but yet I know that everybody is having a mask. It's scary, and I don't even recognize any one of them. I'll never know who they really are, until this masquerade is over.
So afraid of the daggers, swords, or hidden guns beneath that thick cloth that are worn over on the guests' bodies. So afraid of some shooting arrows, or bombs coming towards this place.
It's a war.
It was a rush, what a rush,'cause the possibility that you would ever feel the same way about me
