you're the one for me >> Navigate with the arrow near the title above. ![]() CHRISTABEL YAP Nineteen. Currently residing in the Singapore. I enjoy jpop and anime. I'm not the nicest person on earth, but I'm a lot of fun. @flavors.me A little love I had for you remains. Whatever it meant to be disappeared, should just go away. And now, all I wanted is actually his little attention to me. Just a small little attention will do, show me that i am important to you. Journal Entry Ten / Journal Entry Nine / Journal Entry Eight / Journal Entry Seven / Journal Entry Six / Journal Entry Five / Journal Entry Four / Journal Entry Three / Journal Entry Two / Journal Entry One / |
Journal Entry Eleven / Sunday, July 26, 2009 @ 8:01 PM
Journal Entry Eleven good night miss sophis-ticated , It's at night. Tomorrow's monday . I just talked to miss jasmine domo and told her what the doctor told me . The skin doctor on friday told me that there's two kind of rashes on my body . One is the side effect of the steroids i'm currently on medication , the other one is another kind of rashes which the doctor is afraid that it might spread and become a disease. This disease is very rare , and if the rashes spread and forms ulcer in my mouth and the skin tears , and then it is the rare disease , and it is fatal . Yes , fatal . But so far , there's no ulcer in my mouth , and so far the skin haven't tear , so i'm safe . But , now my whole body is full of rashes and it's horrifying . I feel like i'm in someone's else body and i don't know this body at all . It's like , the sight of the rashes on my body makes me want to puke , makes me want to leave this not-my-body . And once again , i've realise out something i shouldn't have realise . Oh gosh , what's wrong with me . It's none of my buisness isn't it ? miss.sophis-ticated♥ it's fatal |