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CHRISTABEL YAP

Nineteen. Currently residing in the Singapore. I enjoy jpop and anime. I'm not the nicest person on earth, but I'm a lot of fun.
@flavors.me

A little love I had for you remains. Whatever it meant to be disappeared,
should just go away. And now, all I wanted is actually his little attention to me.
Just a small little attention will do, show me that i am important to you.

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Journal Entry Six / Thursday, July 23, 2009 @ 9:10 PM
Journal Entry Six

Good night miss sophis-ticated ,

It's 9:11pm now and i am typing this journal ? My thumb on my right hand hurts , thanks to my itchy hands as i peeled off the skin . Just now this afternoon , left early for my accupunture and physio therapy . It's tiring now , and i feel all so horrible . Saw my korkor today during recess . He smiled at me :D . I hate this , the stupid medicine makes me crave for foods , but yet i cannot eat much due to my bloated tummy . Worse more is that , it is making my feet and cheeks swollen up . How terrible ? I need to wear an oversize shoe tomorrow to school so that my feets won't feel tight . I want my body back to normal . No more wheelchair , no more exercises . Although it's fun being sitting on the wheelchair , but there is a limitation of freedom of movement . Imagine that ? My mummy is also always stopping me from eating as she's afraid i will get bloated tummy at night , but i just can't stop myself from eating ! And , when she stopped me , i feel so frustrated and i could cry . Now my thumb hurts , what is going to come next ? My knee cap hurts now , and i think i have over work my muscle . I'm restricted to foods now . No iced , no hot and spicy , no fast food , no deep fried . All i can eat now is simple , and plain food . What's life ? There's bio test tomorrow and i am definately flunking it . I don't even understand abit about it , and i am awefully tired now . I don't have the mood for anything at all .
Depriving from food , that's the worst scenario i ever thought of .

miss.sophis-ticated♥
i want my body back to normal
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