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CHRISTABEL YAP

Nineteen. Currently residing in the Singapore. I enjoy jpop and anime. I'm not the nicest person on earth, but I'm a lot of fun.
@flavors.me

A little love I had for you remains. Whatever it meant to be disappeared,
should just go away. And now, all I wanted is actually his little attention to me.
Just a small little attention will do, show me that i am important to you.

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Journal Entry Five / Wednesday, July 22, 2009 @ 4:41 PM
Journal Entry Five

Good evening miss sophis-ticated ,

Boredoom . I went back to school yesterday . It's okay ? I just don't like those eyes . I was so tired yesterday , and had a hard time sleeping at night , as there's pain all over my body . Oh my gosh . It's terrible . There's chinese spelling today , and i think i somehow manage to struggle through it . I don't know what's wrong with me recently , but somehow , I don't really feel like bothering about anything . I feel so vexed , frustrated , and any other more feelings could come . Suddenly , i thought of my diary , and i've realise it's being so long since i last wrote inside it . Perhaps , the feeling is lost , and i can no longer write inside it ? I don't know either . I bet nobody know what i'm talking now because i've never mention this to anyone before . It's just a book , nothing more to see into . I totally missed hakimkorkor today . Oh yea , and i saw him in traditional shirts yesterday , which i squeal at ! I mean , it's so handsome ! And when he saw me on wheelchair , and called me mei , i was so happy and glad that i could jump onto him . I also rememebered that kaiyonggorgor sms-ed me when he said he saw me on wheelchair , and i think the one who told him that was tingyong mr wall ? I saw mr wall talking to kaiyonggorgor before he saw me , blur gorgor . I'm going for accunpunture on thursday , which is tomorrow after school . Oh , and i'm also having a chinese test tomorrow , which is "congratulation" to me ? I hope i pass . During history today , i almost cried . Hitler is too terrible , too think i actually almost said to learn his leadership qualities , am i stupid ? Probably , because i saw the article of the students and i might not know that Hitler was that CRUEL . The video was gruesome , when i saw it , i could cry . There was this group of army that went into a house and there's this wheelchair bound old man . He could not stand up , and the people demanded him to stand . When he didn't stand up , the head of army odered his man to lift him up , and then they carried him to the balcony and throw him down . Worst still , it's about more that 5 storeys high . When i saw it , i was so shocked , and scared . After that, they shot all the people died , leaving none alive . And there's still so many other cruel scenes that yet to be shown to us by Mr Arasu . I swear i'm not looking forward to the next History lesson . It's too cruel , and too violence , i can't take it .

miss.sophis-ticated♥
curses and swears to hitler's cruelty
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