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CHRISTABEL YAP
Nineteen. Currently residing in the Singapore. I enjoy jpop and anime. I'm not the nicest person on earth, but I'm a lot of fun.
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A little love I had for you remains. Whatever it meant to be disappeared,
should just go away. And now, all I wanted is actually his little attention to me.
Just a small little attention will do, show me that i am important to you.
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letter to you, / Monday, February 14, 2011 @ 6:20 PM
Dear you,
Hey. I feel weird like this, and I know you're probably not reading this (since you hardly even go people's blog). Thanks for liking me, thanks for loving me(or what you've said in your confession). When I saw your confession, somehow, I felt happy, and it really cheered me up alot. Whenever I was down, you're always there. Whenever I felt so helpless, your face appears there. Thank you.
My thanks to you, it's like... can't be even described into words, because it's much more beyond than that.
But I'm sorry. I don't have the courage to go and love, I don't have the confidence to commit myself into a relationship. If I'm given a choice, I would really want to escape from all these. A scar can never be mended, a scar can never be erased.
I've already knew long ago that you like me. It's just, not that I don't want to acknowledge it, but because it's your critical year, and I don't want to jeopardize your studies and such. (maybe you can say I'm kind of scared as well?)
I can feel it. I can feel it, after the times I've spent talking to you, and also the times you've spent talking to me. I'm not blind, I'm human, and what's more, a girl. I can feel your feeling towards me (very strongly) it's just, I never chose to tell you, "Yes, I know you love me,"
I've went through hard enough, and I really have left nothing to believe in anyone. I know this is unfair, since you're not the one who made me feel like this. I know you know about him, I know you love me. Thank you for loving me, because somehow, it cheers me up, since I know that someone is still showering his concern to me.
We'll forever be best friends, (even though i feel awkward at times when you talk to me,) But you'll always be someone special to me.
Aiko.
14.02.11
Dear you,
Hey. I feel weird like this, and I know you're probably not reading this (since you hardly even go people's blog). Thanks for liking me, thanks for loving me(or what you've said in your confession). When I saw your confession, somehow, I felt happy, and it really cheered me up alot. Whenever I was down, you're always there. Whenever I felt so helpless, your face appears there. Thank you.
My thanks to you, it's like... can't be even described into words, because it's much more beyond than that.
But I'm sorry. I don't have the courage to go and love, I don't have the confidence to commit myself into a relationship. If I'm given a choice, I would really want to escape from all these. A scar can never be mended, a scar can never be erased.
I've already knew long ago that you like me. It's just, not that I don't want to acknowledge it, but because it's your critical year, and I don't want to jeopardize your studies and such. (maybe you can say I'm kind of scared as well?)
I can feel it. I can feel it, after the times I've spent talking to you, and also the times you've spent talking to me. I'm not blind, I'm human, and what's more, a girl. I can feel your feeling towards me (very strongly) it's just, I never chose to tell you, "Yes, I know you love me,"
I've went through hard enough, and I really have left nothing to believe in anyone. I know this is unfair, since you're not the one who made me feel like this. I know you know about him, I know you love me. Thank you for loving me, because somehow, it cheers me up, since I know that someone is still showering his concern to me.
We'll forever be best friends, (even though i feel awkward at times when you talk to me,) But you'll always be someone special to me.
Aiko.
14.02.11
