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CHRISTABEL YAP
Nineteen. Currently residing in the Singapore. I enjoy jpop and anime. I'm not the nicest person on earth, but I'm a lot of fun.
@flavors.me
A little love I had for you remains. Whatever it meant to be disappeared,
should just go away. And now, all I wanted is actually his little attention to me.
Just a small little attention will do, show me that i am important to you.
bangkok trip diary five, / bangkok trip diary four (part two), / bangkok trip diary four, / bangkok trip diary three, / bangkok trip diary two, / empty title one, / bangkok trip diary one, / whywhwyhwyhwywhwyw / you were there, / can't believe it /
bangkok trip diary five (part two), / Saturday, September 3, 2011 @ 8:28 PM
I NEEDED YOU
that was my first thought when i knew that it's no longer it. I thought that you were just one little crush i had that i will have in life, but i was wrong. I was affected by you when you were with HER, i was affected by everything. I didn't know what to do. I don't know why that everybody teases me, but you just didn't seems to care.
I wanted you to make myself believe in this again.
I feel so hurt that i almost cry. I'm tired of my betrayal relationship. You know, my ex contacted me, and i suddenly started thinking of whatever things he did on me, and i will never imagine myself to be with another person ever again.
I can't meet your eyes because when I see them, I'm afraid. Your gaze are just so palpitating, and it made my heart skipped. You remember?
I remembered the 'us'. I remembered everything.
I know you're reading this too. I know that you know that I'm talking about you. I just wanted you to tell me about your feelings. I needed that verbal promise and assurance that you'll stand by me no matter what.
Everytime I see you, I have the urge to hug you. I know you cared for me, because on that day when you guys are playing till late at night, you were asking if we (the girls) wanted another room. I didn't want to think further, but you just probably didn't want me to share the same room to nap as the guys.
He asked why didn't we go back our room? Our reason was just wanting to stay, but my real reason because i wanted to treasure every moment that i could see you, that i could catch your attention with.
I miss you even though we're only like few miles away. I miss you even though i just see you hours ago. When you appeared, I just can't stop my eyes from looking at you.
this is cheesy, but i just wanted to catch every moment of you.
OMG, I DIDN'T JUST DO THAT. I WENT TO YOUR ROOM OUTSIDE, WANTED TO KNOCK THE DOOR, AND SUDDENLY I FELT SCARED AND I JUST WENT OFF. I STAYED THERE FOR LIKE... FIVE MINUTES?
i heard your cough, and somehow, i was just smiling to myself.
I NEEDED YOU
that was my first thought when i knew that it's no longer it. I thought that you were just one little crush i had that i will have in life, but i was wrong. I was affected by you when you were with HER, i was affected by everything. I didn't know what to do. I don't know why that everybody teases me, but you just didn't seems to care.
I wanted you to make myself believe in this again.
I feel so hurt that i almost cry. I'm tired of my betrayal relationship. You know, my ex contacted me, and i suddenly started thinking of whatever things he did on me, and i will never imagine myself to be with another person ever again.
I can't meet your eyes because when I see them, I'm afraid. Your gaze are just so palpitating, and it made my heart skipped. You remember?
I remembered the 'us'. I remembered everything.
I know you're reading this too. I know that you know that I'm talking about you. I just wanted you to tell me about your feelings. I needed that verbal promise and assurance that you'll stand by me no matter what.
Everytime I see you, I have the urge to hug you. I know you cared for me, because on that day when you guys are playing till late at night, you were asking if we (the girls) wanted another room. I didn't want to think further, but you just probably didn't want me to share the same room to nap as the guys.
He asked why didn't we go back our room? Our reason was just wanting to stay, but my real reason because i wanted to treasure every moment that i could see you, that i could catch your attention with.
I miss you even though we're only like few miles away. I miss you even though i just see you hours ago. When you appeared, I just can't stop my eyes from looking at you.
this is cheesy, but i just wanted to catch every moment of you.
OMG, I DIDN'T JUST DO THAT. I WENT TO YOUR ROOM OUTSIDE, WANTED TO KNOCK THE DOOR, AND SUDDENLY I FELT SCARED AND I JUST WENT OFF. I STAYED THERE FOR LIKE... FIVE MINUTES?
i heard your cough, and somehow, i was just smiling to myself.
