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CHRISTABEL YAP
Nineteen. Currently residing in the Singapore. I enjoy jpop and anime. I'm not the nicest person on earth, but I'm a lot of fun.
@flavors.me
A little love I had for you remains. Whatever it meant to be disappeared,
should just go away. And now, all I wanted is actually his little attention to me.
Just a small little attention will do, show me that i am important to you.
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bangkok trip diary five, / Saturday, September 3, 2011 @ 8:07 PM
TELL ME
she asked me if i want or don't want. I didn't know what to say. half of me wants it, half of me doesn't wants it. i feel so terrible today, i feel so terrible yesterday. that few hours were like heaven to me, but then, i really, really didn't know what i should do anymore. everybody teased me, and i don't mind. BUT i feel like you don't give a damn about it, and that hurts me. It hurts me to see you, it hurts myself to look at you.
my bro told me that i always got distracted by you. i do, especially now that you're QUITE close with HER, i can't help it and feel so envious. I'm afraid. Afraid of falling in love, afraid of hurting people, afraid of setbacks, afraid of... everything. I need that someone to assure me it'll be fine, to assure me to make me believe, to assure me that, "Hey, it's not going to repeat," and assure me that, "He's worth it, for you to trust again,"
I know. I know that he's worth the trust, I want to trust him.
How about you? I don't know what you're thinking. I need you to tell me what're you thinking. I need you to.... help me through.
i need you.
TELL ME
she asked me if i want or don't want. I didn't know what to say. half of me wants it, half of me doesn't wants it. i feel so terrible today, i feel so terrible yesterday. that few hours were like heaven to me, but then, i really, really didn't know what i should do anymore. everybody teased me, and i don't mind. BUT i feel like you don't give a damn about it, and that hurts me. It hurts me to see you, it hurts myself to look at you.
my bro told me that i always got distracted by you. i do, especially now that you're QUITE close with HER, i can't help it and feel so envious. I'm afraid. Afraid of falling in love, afraid of hurting people, afraid of setbacks, afraid of... everything. I need that someone to assure me it'll be fine, to assure me to make me believe, to assure me that, "Hey, it's not going to repeat," and assure me that, "He's worth it, for you to trust again,"
I know. I know that he's worth the trust, I want to trust him.
How about you? I don't know what you're thinking. I need you to tell me what're you thinking. I need you to.... help me through.
i need you.
