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CHRISTABEL YAP
Nineteen. Currently residing in the Singapore. I enjoy jpop and anime. I'm not the nicest person on earth, but I'm a lot of fun.
@flavors.me
A little love I had for you remains. Whatever it meant to be disappeared,
should just go away. And now, all I wanted is actually his little attention to me.
Just a small little attention will do, show me that i am important to you.
you don't matter / let the picture do the speaking 2, / if you don't know, don't say. / let the picture do the speaking 1, / HORRIBLE TUESDAY / cover cover cover / RYUTARO, WE LOVE YOU / short / movie + fun fun fun :D / favourism /
i don't matter / Sunday, July 17, 2011 @ 9:08 PM
YOU DON'T EVEN CARE
you didn't even bother to ask what was the reason behind it and there you are go blaming onto me. right, it's my fault for not putting on retainer, BUT FUCK, must you fucking compare me with her again?! Why is it always her?! what the fuck is with her got to do with this?!
how do you fucking know that she wears her retainers all the time. Wait, do you even know she fucking hates you at times?
the hell, i am so pissed off. I can't think rationally now, so i'm going to pour out everything. it's always been like this. when everything falls apart, the one you blame is me. You never blame her, and it's ALWAYS ME.
I don't get it. Am i such a disappointment to you to the extent of thinking that the bad ones are always on me? I can't stand it the fact that you're always this. You said you're fair, why the hell do you think it's fair? HOW FAIR CAN YOU GET TO?
You're someone close to me, in fact, you gave birth to me. I can't say anything since you're always saying you're right. I can't do anything to change that fact okay.
But sometimes, i can't take it. Your voice, your face, your actions, somehow pisses me off. I'm not saying i am not the one in fault. I KNOW YOU ARE WORRIED, but please, at least give me a chance to explain, and you don't freaking barge into the room and started blabbering like some naggy old hag.
IT'S IRRITATING. IRRITATING. IRRITATING!!!!!
YOU DON'T EVEN CARE
you didn't even bother to ask what was the reason behind it and there you are go blaming onto me. right, it's my fault for not putting on retainer, BUT FUCK, must you fucking compare me with her again?! Why is it always her?! what the fuck is with her got to do with this?!
how do you fucking know that she wears her retainers all the time. Wait, do you even know she fucking hates you at times?
the hell, i am so pissed off. I can't think rationally now, so i'm going to pour out everything. it's always been like this. when everything falls apart, the one you blame is me. You never blame her, and it's ALWAYS ME.
I don't get it. Am i such a disappointment to you to the extent of thinking that the bad ones are always on me? I can't stand it the fact that you're always this. You said you're fair, why the hell do you think it's fair? HOW FAIR CAN YOU GET TO?
You're someone close to me, in fact, you gave birth to me. I can't say anything since you're always saying you're right. I can't do anything to change that fact okay.
But sometimes, i can't take it. Your voice, your face, your actions, somehow pisses me off. I'm not saying i am not the one in fault. I KNOW YOU ARE WORRIED, but please, at least give me a chance to explain, and you don't freaking barge into the room and started blabbering like some naggy old hag.
IT'S IRRITATING. IRRITATING. IRRITATING!!!!!
