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CHRISTABEL YAP
Nineteen. Currently residing in the Singapore. I enjoy jpop and anime. I'm not the nicest person on earth, but I'm a lot of fun.
@flavors.me
A little love I had for you remains. Whatever it meant to be disappeared,
should just go away. And now, all I wanted is actually his little attention to me.
Just a small little attention will do, show me that i am important to you.
gosh, damn it / no regret, / sick, / we're the same, / the biasness came in, / seventeen, / realization, / shopping day, / and it's like any other day, / and counting down days, /
truth reveals, / Saturday, April 16, 2011 @ 11:56 PM
HELL YEAH, FINALLY I KNOW
so, midnight, i send a confession to him, and i waited for his reply. morning, 8 plus, i woke up and checked my phone and his reply ain't back, so i went back to sleep, hopefully the next time i woke up, his reply will be in my phone already. and then, when i woke up the next time, which was around 9 plus, his reply was not back in. i went back to sleep and woke up again at 10 plus, still not in, i went back to sleep and woke up at 11 plus, and i finally decided to message him to make sure he did received my message.
and .. he replied. when i saw his name appeared in front of my phone, i was like, "OMG, HE REPLIED," and i was hesitating whether or not should i read, or just leave it. i leave it for awhile, and went outside to get some water, with my heart thumping inside.
i came back, and decided to read it. okay, the fact is i know that he will reject, because i know he had someone he liked already, and i know that it's impossible he'll like me since i'm so much a not his type girl i suppose? but hell, my heart was like, freaking pain when i saw it. i was so serious about him, and even if i know he had someone he like, i went ahead and confess to him, which i think... it's so... funny. under normal circumstances, people won't confess right? but i just wanted him to know my feelings for him that's all.
it sounded cheesy, but i told him that i just wanted him to be happy. that's all i wished for.
we're still friends, right, tetsu?
onwards! went out for lunch with yumi and her boyfriend, and eddie! :D when we were at basement, yumi was like holding my hand, then i let go and told her to walk ahead, because i'll hold onto eddie's instead, den i went hooking onto eddie arm XD. yumi gave the, whatever eye roll and went in front of us. that part was hilarious, and me and eddie just can't stop laughing behind! went food court for lunch, and after yumi and boyfriend left, me and eddie then headed to minitoons, and then i headed down to his house to teach him maths and i helped him with english! i felt accomplished! we talked alot, and i really missed the times when we were in school going wild by chatting non-stop! and then he accompanied me back to compass point as i needed to buy something, and we bought a 'couple' earpiece! it's the same earpiece but different color that's all~
and then we walked all the way to my bus stop before i went home :D
we should take more photos next time eddie laoren! :D
I HAD MISSED YOU SO MUCH LAOREN :D
HELL YEAH, FINALLY I KNOW
so, midnight, i send a confession to him, and i waited for his reply. morning, 8 plus, i woke up and checked my phone and his reply ain't back, so i went back to sleep, hopefully the next time i woke up, his reply will be in my phone already. and then, when i woke up the next time, which was around 9 plus, his reply was not back in. i went back to sleep and woke up again at 10 plus, still not in, i went back to sleep and woke up at 11 plus, and i finally decided to message him to make sure he did received my message.
and .. he replied. when i saw his name appeared in front of my phone, i was like, "OMG, HE REPLIED," and i was hesitating whether or not should i read, or just leave it. i leave it for awhile, and went outside to get some water, with my heart thumping inside.
i came back, and decided to read it. okay, the fact is i know that he will reject, because i know he had someone he liked already, and i know that it's impossible he'll like me
it sounded cheesy, but i told him that i just wanted him to be happy. that's all i wished for.
we're still friends, right, tetsu?
onwards! went out for lunch with yumi and her boyfriend, and eddie! :D when we were at basement, yumi was like holding my hand, then i let go and told her to walk ahead, because i'll hold onto eddie's instead, den i went hooking onto eddie arm XD. yumi gave the, whatever eye roll and went in front of us. that part was hilarious, and me and eddie just can't stop laughing behind! went food court for lunch, and after yumi and boyfriend left, me and eddie then headed to minitoons, and then i headed down to his house to teach him maths and i helped him with english! i felt accomplished! we talked alot, and i really missed the times when we were in school going wild by chatting non-stop! and then he accompanied me back to compass point as i needed to buy something, and we bought a 'couple' earpiece! it's the same earpiece but different color that's all~
and then we walked all the way to my bus stop before i went home :D
we should take more photos next time eddie laoren! :D
I HAD MISSED YOU SO MUCH LAOREN :D
