good evening,

i just kind of feel down so just came in the type in some words. Oh gosh, i feel so frustrated. It seems that i am not the kind of person that will like always used to being cared for. I was freaking * UGH* It's so irritating when someone asked you this and that when it is not necessary. caring is a form of way, but you need not express it. You can show it by actions, not by words. Somehow, caring of words sounds gross to me. I do not like it, because i've always being a indirect person, so i cannot take direct words. Oh gosh, bastard. I explain so many times and it seems like my words will not get across at all. I don't wish to be harsh neither am i wanting to be kind in words. I tried, you ask me so many times, i tried and explain. You just don't get it. I am not a patient person, i will not sit down and explain till you understand. I'll just explain one to two to three times. If you don't get it, forget it. Why are you always trying to dig into my secrets? I just freaking don't get it, i have my privacy, i can chose not to tell you you know. Even if the secret is out, i can still LIE to keep it to myself, it's MY SECRET, it's MY FREEDOM.

Reflect on it, i agree i do have my wrongs. What about you? Do you know what i want? This world is not only about you only, this world don't belong to you.

Picture : me and tracy- chairman of SVC ! :DD